Too Perfect is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. KYU & MI'S VOCALS. OH MY WORDY WORD. <3
I have time for once but...It still doesn't feel like I do.
I feel like I should be sitting at a large desk with all my Japanese books spread around me, cramming the grammar and kanji and vocab into my head.
Probably because I still should...Even though its "Reading Week". That doesn't actually imply a week of rest. Urgh.
Sometimes, I can be such a drama queen.
& I'm crazily neurotic. xD Serious the other week, I woke up because I was convinced there were silverfish in my room. Hunting me back. And my bed is made of metal, and somehow in my sleep addled brain, I was convinced they were drawn to metal and were therefore under and inside my bed. Needless to say, I didn't sleep a wink. Of course. My Uni friends found it hilarious, as well as being concerned about my lack of sleep. Gotta love them and hate them at the same time. xD
But anyway, back to the drama. I feel, like I've changed since I've come to Uni. I mean, I'm pretty sure thats a given. People tend to change when they leave home for the first time. But, my priorities have changed.
& I don't have the time to obsess over things and talk to people as much as I used to.
I hate...No, hate is too strong a word.
I dislike that friends who don't understand, make me feel guilty about it. I know they don't mean to, and that its because they miss me...But still. It doesn't help.
I actually can't beieve that I'm insane enough to take a joint language degree. Japanese and Korean Don't get me wrong. I adore both languages almost too much but...I'm worrying how I'll cope with next year. The year I start Korean aswell. I guess, atleast I won't have to worry about essays.
BUT THAT ALSO MEANS I DON'T GET TO STUDY JAPANESE TOKUGAWA DRAMA. WHICH I ADORE. The Lecturer told me that a few weeks ago, and I was seriously so disappointed. Another aspect of Japanese culture that I love to death is Bunraku (Also known as Puppet Theatre). My Ideal life in an ideal world...smacks self would be to own a coffee/book/flower shop (Or maybe a bookshop which has coffee services and pretty flowers scattered around precariously in vases) but to translate Old Japanese Play Scripts Cough. Chikamatsu. Cough. for either a hobby or living. But, who knows what will happen...Sigh. Let's pass this degree first ne?
Onto the writing side. My hands itch to sit and type out some scenarios which I have imagined for Various DBSK pairings, Qmi and even SiHan. But, whenever I try to write them, unless I have to time to completely and utterly devote myself to the story...It never turns out in a way I'm satisfied with.
Sigh.
I also can't believe I'm nearly halfway through my second term already Gosh. Soon, it will be exams.
However, it's also becoming spring. In London, yesterday, the sun was shining and it was beautiful. A friend and I went to Chinatown to buy ingredients to make 'Black Noodles' (Jjanjangmyun) AND I BOUGHT KIMCHI. OHILOVEKIMCHISOMUCH.SOSOMUCH. It was a beautiful evening, where a small group of us also made Valentines chocolates for each other. xD It was a wonderful evening.
YAYS.
Now, gotta run to watch 'My Boss, My Hero' with a friend.
LOL AND I COMPLAIN ABOUT NOT HAVING TIME. BUT ITS READING WEEK. WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SEMI-WEEK OFF...Work starts tomorrow ><
P.s I might be one of the few people who actually adore SJ-M's new song. 'Too Perfect' sounds incredible, but then I'm biased to KyuMi's vocals and they sound FRICKING INSANELY AMAZING. 8DDDDD <3
I feel like I should be sitting at a large desk with all my Japanese books spread around me, cramming the grammar and kanji and vocab into my head.
Probably because I still should...Even though its "Reading Week". That doesn't actually imply a week of rest. Urgh.
Sometimes, I can be such a drama queen.
& I'm crazily neurotic. xD Serious the other week, I woke up because I was convinced there were silverfish in my room. Hunting me back. And my bed is made of metal, and somehow in my sleep addled brain, I was convinced they were drawn to metal and were therefore under and inside my bed. Needless to say, I didn't sleep a wink. Of course. My Uni friends found it hilarious, as well as being concerned about my lack of sleep. Gotta love them and hate them at the same time. xD
But anyway, back to the drama. I feel, like I've changed since I've come to Uni. I mean, I'm pretty sure thats a given. People tend to change when they leave home for the first time. But, my priorities have changed.
& I don't have the time to obsess over things and talk to people as much as I used to.
I hate...No, hate is too strong a word.
I dislike that friends who don't understand, make me feel guilty about it. I know they don't mean to, and that its because they miss me...But still. It doesn't help.
I actually can't beieve that I'm insane enough to take a joint language degree. Japanese and Korean Don't get me wrong. I adore both languages almost too much but...I'm worrying how I'll cope with next year. The year I start Korean aswell. I guess, atleast I won't have to worry about essays.
BUT THAT ALSO MEANS I DON'T GET TO STUDY JAPANESE TOKUGAWA DRAMA. WHICH I ADORE. The Lecturer told me that a few weeks ago, and I was seriously so disappointed. Another aspect of Japanese culture that I love to death is Bunraku (Also known as Puppet Theatre). My Ideal life in an ideal world...smacks self would be to own a coffee/book/flower shop (Or maybe a bookshop which has coffee services and pretty flowers scattered around precariously in vases) but to translate Old Japanese Play Scripts Cough. Chikamatsu. Cough. for either a hobby or living. But, who knows what will happen...Sigh. Let's pass this degree first ne?
Onto the writing side. My hands itch to sit and type out some scenarios which I have imagined for Various DBSK pairings, Qmi and even SiHan. But, whenever I try to write them, unless I have to time to completely and utterly devote myself to the story...It never turns out in a way I'm satisfied with.
Sigh.
I also can't believe I'm nearly halfway through my second term already Gosh. Soon, it will be exams.
However, it's also becoming spring. In London, yesterday, the sun was shining and it was beautiful. A friend and I went to Chinatown to buy ingredients to make 'Black Noodles' (Jjanjangmyun) AND I BOUGHT KIMCHI. OHILOVEKIMCHISOMUCH.SOSOMUCH. It was a beautiful evening, where a small group of us also made Valentines chocolates for each other. xD It was a wonderful evening.
YAYS.
Now, gotta run to watch 'My Boss, My Hero' with a friend.
LOL AND I COMPLAIN ABOUT NOT HAVING TIME. BUT ITS READING WEEK. WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SEMI-WEEK OFF...Work starts tomorrow ><
P.s I might be one of the few people who actually adore SJ-M's new song. 'Too Perfect' sounds incredible, but then I'm biased to KyuMi's vocals and they sound FRICKING INSANELY AMAZING. 8DDDDD <3