it's currently 5:25 am and i can't sleep. + Agepan Chapter 8
After 2 hours of lying in bed awake i decided to switch on my notebook and surf around the www. And to post a new chap of my fanfic...
So today is monday and i have to go to school again. *sigh* i'm soooooo not willing to do this xD I don't want to meet the ugly ppl around me, the dumb teachers and my so called "friend" *sigh*
Actually this weekend was SUPER AWESOME! All started actually at thursday. I went to the nearby lake together with honey and van and the lil bro of honey. it was my first time at that lake, I dun like water that much. Actually I'm quite scared of it *shot*
So I was lying on the grass while everyone was in the water and i was reading our damn german lecture book. It sucks like hell. Demo i read it.... not til the end cuz then I phoned my friend. We talked and talked. I love phoning him. it always makes me happy cuz he cheers me up and tells me all kinds of stuff i didn't know before. Then everyone came out, but i still phoned *shot* XD. After 43 mins of talking i had to brake up the whole thing cuz van and honey just kept asking questions xDDDD after that we sat a bit at the lake and then we went home. Actually we went by bike.. It was exhausting but fun XD.
So friday Van and me went to honey's house to barbecue some marshmallows. But first we went to a playground near by and had loads of fun~~ after that we went back and barbecued the marshmallows. We wanted to make smores but we didn't have cookies. so we simply took crackers instead *shot* xD it was yummy! tho the crackers are salty, together with the super sweet marshmallows it tasted rlly good. just van wasn't rlly enthusiastic about our invention xD so after the barbecuing of marshmallows, we went back to the playground and then van and me went home.
Saturday was rather unspectacular. I didn't rlly do sth and my internet connection was bad as ever. So i went to mom's PC and chatted there.
and i downloaded the HQ of shokura and ninkyo helper! that dorama is so super awesome!!! and the SC in HQ meant Inoo in HQ *drools* god how i love him *baka * xD
And i'm so proud of me that i have 3 french 1 belgian friend now!!! I'm so happy bout it cuz i love speaking french (tho i'm not rlly good at it *shot*)
Merci beaucoup pour parler avec moi et lire ma fanfic!!! <3
So yeah, then was sunday. on sunday there was the "Japanfest(Japanfestival)" here in munich. it's not as big as the one in Düsseldorf, but i like it. I went there with Ayumi. The only thing was that two friends couldn't come T_T. But it was fuuunn! Ayumi is a rlly cute person, i like her a lot~~ we went through the booths and finally got to the one with FOOOOOOD xDD i ate takoyaki (it was so damn yummy <3) and ayumi ate curry with fryed shrimps. As dessert i bought myself a ramune (jap lemonade) and maccha ice <3 gawd how i love that ice cream!!!! and the first time in my life i ate maccha ice cream in a cone! I've always eaten it in restaurants, so it never came out in a cone. Ayumi bought herself also a ramune and yukimidaifuku... i got a bit from them <3 they're so yummy tooooooo <3 <3
Then, we went home to my place, where the b-day party for my dad was already totally in progress. It was quite fun, but a lot of work. I was helping my mom together with ayumi to get the food ready for 16 ppl! well it was BBQ so it wasn't that difficult you think? then you don't know my mom.... *drop* She prepared 4 salads, some kind of starter (i dunno exactly what, i was at the japanfest when it was served xXD), baguette pieces with a paste on it and finally a dessert. I think she always does a bit too much but everything is always veeeery yummy.
At 6pm or so everyone with kids left, and the others left at 9 pm or so... Leaving an exhausted family xDDD
so yeah that was my weekend~ (i bet NO ONE cares xDDD but weeell~~)
and here comes Chapter 8~ I think i made it a bit overdramatic and a bit unlogical and i bet there will come an ananymous comment from my mom saying all kinds of stuff what's wrong in my fanfic *drop* but well, enjoy, tanoshinde!
Chapter 8
I ran and ran and ran. I felt how tears were running down my face and I could hardly see anything while running. Out of the station, passed the shops, even past my house until I finally stood in the middle of nowhere. I stopped and sat down on the ground.
I've done it. But there wasn't this feeling of triumph I shud have. Just sadness. Just that I knew that my friendship with Miya-chan was over. Forever.
Slowly I stood up and went back to my house. When I stood infront of the door, I wipped off my tears, put on a smile and opened it.
“Tadaima~” I said and took off my shoes.
“Okaeriiiii~” Izumi shouted running towards me and hugged me.
“Hey my lil princess” I said and hugged her back.
“Nii-chan you cried?” She whispered looking at me with her big eyes.
“Shh...” I whispered back “Don't say anything to anyone okay?” I winked.
“Okay” She replied and smiled “Mama Nii-chan's back!!”
“Okaerinasai Shota” Mommy said having a frying pan in her hand “I was just making some Tamagoyaki. You want to eat sth?” she asked
“I'd love to.” I said and went to my chair when I saw that a teddybear was sitting there.
“What's Kyo-kun doing on my chair?” I asked Izumi.
“He loves Tamagoyaki” izumi replied
“And he's sitting on my chair.” I said looking at the Teddybear. I went to sit on my chair and put Kyo-kun on my lab.
“Is it okay if Kyo-kun only gets a bit of my Tamagoyaki?” I asked Izumi
“Sure if that's okay with you Nii-chan” Izumi said smiling her brightest smile. Maybe she wanted to cheer me up. And it worked.
But when my mother told me I shud go for dance lessons all the bad feelings came back.
“I don't want to go Kaa-san” I said
“Why? Ryota-kun is waiting for you isn't he?” she replied while cleaning the dishes
“Erm...” I said
“You had problems with Ryota-kun?” she asked not looking up from the sink “then go and talk to him”.
'Go and talk to him' I echoed in my head. If that would be that easy.
“Yeah okay I'll go. Be a good girl Izumi” I said to my lil sister
“I'm going to help mama at cooking today” She said with pride “I'm going to make sth rlly yummy for you Nii-chan”
“Thanks loads” I said and kissed her on her cheek
I went out and closed the door.
'Let's go' I thought and went to the station. In the train I listened to some music. To cheer me up, I chose ANCAFE. I liked that group cuz it was always happy.
Getting out of the train, going down the big street til NHK Studios. Finally standing infront of the door of the gakuya. I opened the door and went in.
“Omedetou!!!” They shouted and lighted up the lil fireworks
“What the???” I asked trying to figure out what was going on.
“Yosh, now we're prepared” Ikki said
“Shota grab one of the crackers, Nozawa and Sanada shud come soon.” Fukka said.
“Eh?”
“We're surprising Non-chan and Sanapi” Sakun said and gave me a cracker with a smile
“I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS MINA-SAN!!!” Abe-chan shouted again.
“Just do it baka” Iwan said to him and slapped him
“THAT HURT HIKARU!!!” He shouted back trying to hit Iwan. Without much success.
“If you don't want to do it we're going to lock you somewhere” Miya-chan said slowly going towards Abe-chan with risen arms
“Stop pls Miyadate-kun!!!” Abe-chan cried
“So just do it” I said preparing myself.
“Shhhhhh” Fukka said “I think they're coming”
Everyone was going to their positions, standing by.
The door opened and everyone shouted “OMEDETOU!!!!” and light up their fireworks
Nozawa and Sanada were a bit shocked but soon started laughing.
“What is this?” Nozawa asked still giggling
“You're crazy” Sanada stated
“We just wanted to congratulate you!” Fukka said “To your wedding!”
“WEDDING?????” Abe-chan and me shouted at the same time, me in amusement, Abe-chan in anger
“What wedding?” I asked
“You didn't get the invitation yet Shota?” Nozawa asked me
“No.. not yet” I said a bit confused “Don't tell me you two want to marry????” I asked.
“Well, actually yes” Sanada said brushing off the confetti of his shirt
“WHAT?????” Abe-chan was short before hyperventilating “YOU'RE TWO BOYS! AND YOU'RE BOTH NOT 20 YET!!! AND HOMO-WEDDINGS AREN'T ALLOWED IN JAPAN!!” he shouted with his last strength and then collapsed
“Abe-chan?” Fukka said
“Abe??” Ikki asked and went over to the collapsed “He just fainted” Ikki stated “Maybe we should just put him on the couch?”
Everyone helped Ikki to transport Abe-chan to the couch
“Hope he gets better soon” Nozawa said, rlly worried.
“He's going to get up soon” Sanada said still trying to get the confetti out of his curly hair.
“I'll go get some water for him” I said and went out. It was quite a way til I reached the vendor machine. I bought a water and went slowly back when I suddenly saw Miya-chan and Iwan standing in a hidden corner. I stopped. What to do? Just go passed them? But I kinda couldn't just leave it so I hid behind a partition and listened carefully
“What's it that you want to tell me Miya-chan?” Iwan asked “Finally decided?”
“No.” Miya-chan said
“So what's up then?”
“Actually... Shota confessed to me today.”
“You're serious???” Iwan said smiling a creepy smile
“Yeah” Miya-chan said
“You're not going to chose him are you?” Iwan said and he leaned forward and kissed Miya-chan.
My head was spinning. I dropped the water and collapsed. The partition fell and Miya-chan and Iwan looked at me with pure shock. Miya-chan came towards me saying sth but I couldn't understand it. Before he could reach me I ran out of the studios. I didn't know if he was following me, I didn't want to look back. Down the road, until the Harajuku bridge. I stopped. Looked down the bridge, seeing the grass under it. It wasn't rlly high. But I didn't care.
I just jumped, tears running down my face.
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this was chapter 8~~ wohooo xDD
now it's 5:48 am... and this post was damn long~~ xD it's long ago i made such a long post.....
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