Dec 10, 2003 16:10
well... my entry is somewhat like jills..
i want to be liked! thats all... i want someone in particular to like but... yea... things are going my way... but i want them to move faster...
im so glad i have jill though... shes like the only person i can talk to anymore... all my other friends are too BUSY for me now... but when they needed me for advice and whatnot they werent busy like they are now... :(
that makes me really sad that they do shit like that... they dont even respect my feelings... my guy friends are great... they never really do anything to make me mad... but the girls except for jill are always just turning around and talking shit... im not even as close as i was with most of them before... i guess people change when they have other people on their minds... lol
im doing ok with gatlin so far... right now... we got into a great convo last night... once again... :)
i love talking to him... hes soo cool...
he and i are going to hang out this weekend!!... hopefully!... lol... we discussed it last night. we'll get on the phone and we just talk forever... i <3 that.
just being able to talk to someone who doesnt know every-little-thing about you... i dont mean jill... like some of my other friends... the ones that dont have time for me anymore...lol
i dont know why i always write 'lol' after statement like that because i should probably be sad... on the inside i am but i try not to show it all at once... being positive is way more fun...
i know a few other people have already done this but its really bothering me... i want to know what people think of my... please be anonymous... it would save me the trouble or possibly getting mad at whomever... i really wanna know... help me out guys!!
well im going to go...
much <3
hal