Dec 01, 2003 15:25
omfg!!
well i just found out the awful truth...
jill had a party like a month ago and tommy kissed jill... the SAME MOTHERFUCKER that i spent a year and a half with... my fucking god.. i cannot belive it...
me and jill were at yesterdays when she broke the news to me... im sooooooooooooooooo pissed off... i dont even know hoe to explain how mad i am right now... not mad at jill just mad at him... jill stopped the kiss... he kept trying other stuff... as in going down her m-f-ing pants... yea thats right GOING DOWN HER PANTS!!
but she didnt let him... thankx jill... fuck him... seriously... i hate him now... i basically wasted a year and half worth of trust on a person that i thought i could totally count on... wtf is that shit? someone please tell me how that is fucking possible...:(... im so sad guys... im never going to be able to trust someone like that again...
never... ever
how could he do that to me?
granted we were broken up... but it was two days after we did... and i didnt break up with him because i didnt love him... he was too much to deal with... too many problems... that hurts it really does... cjkbn uioaenb that is how i feel... all mixed up... ^^^
yea well on a better note.... :)
i met this guy garrit? today... hes ssooooo fucking hott.. omfg... today was the first day ive talked to him.. although we constantly smile at each other... yay! that was a real mood swing...lol.. but garrit is soo hott. i wrote him this note and i was all like yea... and i dont want to get into details... well im going to go...
everyone i hope you have a better day than im having... :()... thats a happy/sad face... if that even happens... well love you guys... and tell me what you think...
much <3 hal