Jacky's viewing ( wake )
Today:
I leave the house @ 5 to go pick up Rene. On the ride to the funeral home... we talked and listened to music. As soon as I got there.. we were 2 hrs earlier, because like Jacky is donating her organs.. she had to take them out and a bunch of other stuff. So finally, people start arriving. I talked to her ex boyfriend Carlos, then her mom comes and hugs me and I tell her if she ever needs anything I am here for her. Then, Nicole comes and her friends. After, Lymarie and the rest of the LD crew. Her mom started showing me her senior pictures. That was so sad! I tried to hold in my tears. They decided to do closed casket, because Jacky was to messed up. I also think its good because I mean I want to have a good memory of her.. not any ugly one. I walk in, and I see her mom sitting down crying so I hugged her mom and tryed to confort her. It was difficult. I cryed when she said " Jacky use to talk so much about you. She loved you a lot. You were a bestfriend to her. I know you loved her the same way ". I realized she is gone! :(! That was a horrible feeling. I hugged her parents, and told them I wanted pictures of Jacky. everybody hugged me and made me feel totally loved, like I am Jacky's bestfriend. I cryed a lot. I couldn't take anymore crying, so after 2 hrs in there I headed off home. It was really sad. It made me realize she's really gone. But she will always have a special place in my heart. I love her! I will be keeping in touch with her family. I am off guys! Talk to you all later.
I leave the house @ 5 to go pick up Rene. On the ride to the funeral home... we talked and listened to music. As soon as I got there.. we were 2 hrs earlier, because like Jacky is donating her organs.. she had to take them out and a bunch of other stuff. So finally, people start arriving. I talked to her ex boyfriend Carlos, then her mom comes and hugs me and I tell her if she ever needs anything I am here for her. Then, Nicole comes and her friends. After, Lymarie and the rest of the LD crew. Her mom started showing me her senior pictures. That was so sad! I tried to hold in my tears. They decided to do closed casket, because Jacky was to messed up. I also think its good because I mean I want to have a good memory of her.. not any ugly one. I walk in, and I see her mom sitting down crying so I hugged her mom and tryed to confort her. It was difficult. I cryed when she said " Jacky use to talk so much about you. She loved you a lot. You were a bestfriend to her. I know you loved her the same way ". I realized she is gone! :(! That was a horrible feeling. I hugged her parents, and told them I wanted pictures of Jacky. everybody hugged me and made me feel totally loved, like I am Jacky's bestfriend. I cryed a lot. I couldn't take anymore crying, so after 2 hrs in there I headed off home. It was really sad. It made me realize she's really gone. But she will always have a special place in my heart. I love her! I will be keeping in touch with her family. I am off guys! Talk to you all later.