Oct 12, 2005 04:07
man it is four in the fucking morning. im supposed to be doing a play review but mikes lame ass laptop doesnt have Word. oh well. i can do it in the morning. anywho might as well chat
so i honestly love college. of course i dont like going to class but other than that its fun. im glad im here with almost everyone altho i obviously wish it could be under better circumstances. stupid hurricanes fucking shit up. ive pretty much lived a stereotypical college life so far, minus the lame frats. as danny so eloquently put it "the weekend is a good break from my week and the week is a break from my weekend" or something like that. seeing as how baton rouge is a pathetic excuse for a city and doesnt deserve being this fine state's leading city, we just party on the weekends. if we're not having a huge party we're at least expanding our minds on our own. its really nice when curty and annie make it in for the weekend since its a little change of pace. its a shame more people cant make it in but at least i still talk to people. i just dont see everyone randomly everywhere anymore.
i hate this town sooooo much. oh look canes! oh look canes! FUCK CANES! i went to the only popeyes around here (which is part of a gas station) and they didnt have my regular meal and it was fucking expensive. at least it was better than canes. there arent enuff burger kings or wendys either. the mall doesnt even have a subway. everything is either tiger-this and tiger-than or a sorry rip-off of new orleans. god i miss my city so much. there was actally stuff to do there and it wasnt filled with drunken football goons. there were plenty of drunks and football goons and drunken football goons, but they werent everywhere. kenner, metairie, lakeview, bucktown, downtown, uptown, midcity, phat city, gentilly, old metairie, even the wank i miss you soo much. veterans, williams, west esplanade, clearview, bonnabel, transcontinental, power, pontchartrain...u were real street names, not fucking loser names like highland and nicholson. fuck that shit. no "major city" should have cows right in the middle. we're not in idaho. enuff griping.
i do miss my parents. while im having alot of time being independent, i miss my family alot. i miss fighting with my brother and cousins, messing with my aunt and dad, and especially being spoiled by my mom. i havent woken up to my parents since school started. its nice to know that u can wake up and have someone who has always been there offer u breakfast. i miss my bed, my room, my leo, my backyard, and everything in my house. i miss sitting around with my brother watching adult swim or playing video games. i miss being able to nap in peace and quiet whenever i want. i miss my dad's random sayings of wisdom and strange antics. i even miss him telling me to do chores. i miss my mom being ridiculousy spacey. i miss having her spoil me even when i dont want her to. i miss being able to hug my parents whenever i feel like it. i know this is all a part of growing up, but theres a reason i went to UNO. the main reason is i wasnt ready to leave my parents yet. im a person who needs security. speaking of which, i miss my bed. it was my cave. my pillows and covers settled me like nothing else. i havent slept with leo since before katrina. yes i know im a pussy but leo is amazing and, especially since i had to throw out a lot of things, its one of the last things from my childhood. i dont like change. i wanna lay in my bed and talk to my family.
man now i fucking need a hug. surprisingly enuff the song im listening to deals with people being upset. how ironic