Repressed.
Repressed memories, feelings and emotions. What is happening?
Why have things gone so awfully wrong? I am the master of my own fate. Or am I? Where do I start? Lately, it has just been so difficult. There were days that were so dark, I wonder why the sun bothered to shine. Then there were just days that were so grey, I just shopped the pain away. Then there were days where my heart just feels pain. I don't know what I am feeling now. I don't know how to explain the way I feel. I just feel so trapped by myself.
I just want to sleep and sleep and never wake up.
Perhaps it is time to do what I have always wanted to do.
Goodbye world. See you next time.
Why have things gone so awfully wrong? I am the master of my own fate. Or am I? Where do I start? Lately, it has just been so difficult. There were days that were so dark, I wonder why the sun bothered to shine. Then there were just days that were so grey, I just shopped the pain away. Then there were days where my heart just feels pain. I don't know what I am feeling now. I don't know how to explain the way I feel. I just feel so trapped by myself.
I just want to sleep and sleep and never wake up.
Perhaps it is time to do what I have always wanted to do.
Goodbye world. See you next time.