two updates in one day... i know lol
Well im not in the greatest mood at the moment. Im just sad =( And only *you* know why. I dont know what else to do to make things right?. Im sick of trying.I know sometimes i get on your nerves and you wish i would just go away... but is that really what you want? Do you really wish i was out of your life for good...if it would make things better i could try to be. Every time i have ever said that i hated you or was never going to speak to you again.. i didnt mean it.. and neither did you when you said it. Someone always told me if you love something set it free... and if it comes back its yours...but i dont know you always do come back but its never for good. I do love you but there is nothing else i can do. Sometimes i wish you would just look in front of you .. and see how much i still care. But i dont know about you... takes me forever to pry how you feel out of you... I feel like i am the only one who cares and i should just get the hint and get a life. But see theres this problem... I love you... and i know you are a typical boy and are at the age right now that you just dont know what you want and you just want to be with all the girls.. but whats the use in that when you already have one who loves you.. whats the use?