Jul 08, 2004 01:19
The feelings attack! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!
okay ...so..since ive been in wi i havent really been a happy camper...yeah its a little better here then it was in georgia..but i can't stay happy for some reason..something is missing from my life and i can't figure out what it is or how to make it better. all i do is stress and think about shit way too much. it seems i am not happy anywhere i go. i thought moving here would make me happier and it only did the oppisite but i can't go back and abandon my mother..she told me that i was her best friend and the only friend she had here besides joe...and that made me feel like i was everything to her..but then i am stuck being unhappy. even thought i wouldnt be happy in georgia either. so i am stuck in a world of unhappieness until i figure out what is missing.
look at the moon tonight. i hope it reminds you of me.
<33kat
side note...for those few friends that help me keep myself sane..thank you so much.you guys mean the world to me. <333