it is an old friend.
It's interesting. Mandy has got me hooked on reading back through old LJ entries. It makes me laugh, a lot. To see my development from a whiny, uneducated, emo freshman to... well, a whiny, somewhat educated, semi-emo grad student.
I thought how theraputic a journal can be. To just write out what you are thinking, it helps turns the cogs I guess. So what should I make a huge new entry on? I guess my life. For all of the 3 people that read this, who already know about my life...
I live in LA. Thats weird, but I have know referred to this place as home. It has became my home. I know the traffic, the streets, the roads. I know where all the beaches are and everything. It's nice to have that now. I am almost even developing a routine, which is also just as nice. I guess there is a certain comfort in repetition.
The other major thing in my life is, Amanda Brooke Still. She has meant a lot to me lately. Being there for me and all. It's nice to have someone to love you, when you feel unloved and that is what she has been doing for me. I don't think I would be in the complacent shape that I am (with this whole new life thing) without her. I do love her, with all of this broken heart. But that is enough of that mushy stuff...
So I am going to try to write in this thing some more. I just need stuff to write about. I feel like my life is so boring sometimes, that people just don't want to know about it. :)
I thought how theraputic a journal can be. To just write out what you are thinking, it helps turns the cogs I guess. So what should I make a huge new entry on? I guess my life. For all of the 3 people that read this, who already know about my life...
I live in LA. Thats weird, but I have know referred to this place as home. It has became my home. I know the traffic, the streets, the roads. I know where all the beaches are and everything. It's nice to have that now. I am almost even developing a routine, which is also just as nice. I guess there is a certain comfort in repetition.
The other major thing in my life is, Amanda Brooke Still. She has meant a lot to me lately. Being there for me and all. It's nice to have someone to love you, when you feel unloved and that is what she has been doing for me. I don't think I would be in the complacent shape that I am (with this whole new life thing) without her. I do love her, with all of this broken heart. But that is enough of that mushy stuff...
So I am going to try to write in this thing some more. I just need stuff to write about. I feel like my life is so boring sometimes, that people just don't want to know about it. :)