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sooo...i used o like this boy...no names...bu then he started goin out w/ this girl and they went out for like a year and a half...but a couple of weeks ago they broke up b/c she cheated on him...and alotta shit went down and she moved...so...now hes tryin to talk to me...and hes been walkin me to my classes n shit...and idk what to do...i mean ive always liked him...but...i know that hes in love w/ her...and he prob just wants to fuck me...or hes prob just tryin to get over her...and me n him became pretty good freinds and so i dont know if i should change all that...also...i don really want a boyfriend...im scared that ill fall in love w/ him and he'll still be in love w/ her and ill be heartbroken...and i just cant do that...and hes like the sweetest guy i know...but u cant help who u like and idk...im just really confused to waht i should do...i miss jeremy...just how we had such a good relationship and then it was over...but it was for the better...i dont want him anymore...i broke up w/ him b/c we needed a break and weve just grown apart..but idk if i should go out w/ anyone yet...it seems like when i have a b/f i get kinda depressed b/c i never know how they really feel about me and if theyre cheating on me...and i just wanna know...but im gonna go take a nap