School is fer foolss...guess I'm a fool then xP
I am so stressed, man!
Being a senior is NOT fun anymore. I mean, it's not bad, but geez, it's not easy. I am so failing math, it isn't even funny. It's like, when my teacher is teaching and stuff, I understand it. It looks okay and I can do it. But come test time, it's like...'uhhh, what?' It's annoying and frustrating and I hate it! I took a make-up test yesterday, and I still got a low grade. How lame is that?! :[
I guess some good news is that I've been moved up to AP English from regular. I feel a little pressured though, because I feel like I won't meet my teacher's expectation. Like, I'll fail miserably and she'll look down on me for the rest of my year there. Okay, maybe not that, but yeah. My doubts plague my mind like a nasty illness whenever I'm in class. I need to go find some confidence, stat.
Oh yeah, and my aunt says she wants to go work in Dubai for two years after I get into college (don't even get me started on that one) and today she's all like, do I wanna go? Argh, I don't know. I don't want to uproot again, and make new friends. I mean, I'd have to do that here to, but at least I'd have my old ones, ya know.u_u,, I dunno what I want to do. Dubai does sound interesting, but do I really want to just move outta the country like that....
I need time...but I don't know where it went. I don't think it likes me anymore...-__-
Being a senior is NOT fun anymore. I mean, it's not bad, but geez, it's not easy. I am so failing math, it isn't even funny. It's like, when my teacher is teaching and stuff, I understand it. It looks okay and I can do it. But come test time, it's like...'uhhh, what?' It's annoying and frustrating and I hate it! I took a make-up test yesterday, and I still got a low grade. How lame is that?! :[
I guess some good news is that I've been moved up to AP English from regular. I feel a little pressured though, because I feel like I won't meet my teacher's expectation. Like, I'll fail miserably and she'll look down on me for the rest of my year there. Okay, maybe not that, but yeah. My doubts plague my mind like a nasty illness whenever I'm in class. I need to go find some confidence, stat.
Oh yeah, and my aunt says she wants to go work in Dubai for two years after I get into college (don't even get me started on that one) and today she's all like, do I wanna go? Argh, I don't know. I don't want to uproot again, and make new friends. I mean, I'd have to do that here to, but at least I'd have my old ones, ya know.u_u,, I dunno what I want to do. Dubai does sound interesting, but do I really want to just move outta the country like that....
I need time...but I don't know where it went. I don't think it likes me anymore...-__-