it is wrong from beginning to end
my room was illuminated when i awoke.
the blanket of snow created a beautiful reflection of light that lit up my bedroom.
this provided me hope for a possible transit cancellation.
unfortunately, it seemed the efficient snow plow workers had cleared the roads in time for school.
i arrived to write my history examination relatively early in the morning.
i picked up a coffee on my way in, which i felt was absolutely necessary, and i studied a tad.
five historical significances, four analysis questions and two essays later - i exited the classroom.
i suppose the examination itself was relatively simple and straight-forward.
i still feel a terribly low grade creeping my way.
following the examination, my mother arrived and we decided to dine at sushi tei.
although i am not fond of seafood, i had a relatively satisfying meal.
the sole reason i disliked lunch with my family earlier today was due to the presence of my brother.
he has become increasingly arrogant and aggravating over the past few weeks.
he claimed that he had changed his class schedule for next semester.
my mother demanded to know why he had made this change without consulting her first.
he stated that he had an abundance of lady admirers during that period that he did not want to deal with.
he disgusts me the majority of the time.
i speculate that he may fear these ladies, if they do exist, as i suspect he may be homosexual.
i have no examination tomorrow as i have been fortunate enough to enjoy a second period spare.
i suppose i will spend the additional time reviewing family studies notes.
unfortunately, i have misplaced my disgrace of a binder.
this untouched textbook may be my companion for the following two days.
scott requested my presence this weekend at bluemountain for a bit of snowboarding.
i am deciding on whether or not i will flee to the hills for a day.
my snowboarding skills are nearly non-existent and i am a hazard to others.
i have only been snowboarding twice in my life and both times were terrible.
i have no control, no balance, and no stamina.
i also look quite ridiculous in winter boarding wear.
i must devise an efficient plan for study for the following semester.
i have a real time management and procrastination issue.
i have attempted to resist the temptation of nothingness over the year;
however, this has proven to be of no use.
others will encourage me to study, to complete assignments, to stray away from "evil circles",
yet in the end, i will continue to do what i do.
it is not that i do not desire change. i do.
i do not love the fact that my life may be spiralling downwards.
unfortunately, even this desire is not motivation enough to change.
i cannot explain what prevents me from beginning anything.
it is no longer a simple form of procrastination and teen laziness.
i cannot even perform simple tasks which require little to no effort.
if i continue down this path of procrastination, i will eventually create my own doom.
the feeling of impending doom - what a frightful feeling.
i recall aj using the words "impending doom" to describe "the end of suburbia".
it sends a chill down my spine.
perrotta has proposed another musical event to be hosted by yours truly.
unfortunately, our rockstock committee was highly disorganized.
she has already made the assumption that i will join her on this journey.
unfortunately, i believe i will decline her "offer".
if there is to be another event, i will be hosting it alongside deca.
lee, however, believes that deca showdown should no longer be a priority.
he feels that the aftermath of rockstock will be a repeat occurrence.
i would like one more opportunity to perform in a school event.
is this desire worth the troubles and aggravation of an immature committee?
perhaps i can recruit a more efficient and optimistic team.
unfortunately, if i do, perrotta will become extremely insulted.
from there, she will take it upon herself to frustrate me to the point of tears.
it is unfortunate that i cannot simply organize the event with an efficient partner.
i believe a teacher advisor is necessary to run the event.
there are no teachers who are willing to make the sacrifice.
the teachers who do choose to take on the obligation do not fulfill their tasks.
they choose to bear no responsibility and have a tendency to become immature.
i will concern myself with these thoughts beginning february.
examinations will be over then.
the blanket of snow created a beautiful reflection of light that lit up my bedroom.
this provided me hope for a possible transit cancellation.
unfortunately, it seemed the efficient snow plow workers had cleared the roads in time for school.
i arrived to write my history examination relatively early in the morning.
i picked up a coffee on my way in, which i felt was absolutely necessary, and i studied a tad.
five historical significances, four analysis questions and two essays later - i exited the classroom.
i suppose the examination itself was relatively simple and straight-forward.
i still feel a terribly low grade creeping my way.
following the examination, my mother arrived and we decided to dine at sushi tei.
although i am not fond of seafood, i had a relatively satisfying meal.
the sole reason i disliked lunch with my family earlier today was due to the presence of my brother.
he has become increasingly arrogant and aggravating over the past few weeks.
he claimed that he had changed his class schedule for next semester.
my mother demanded to know why he had made this change without consulting her first.
he stated that he had an abundance of lady admirers during that period that he did not want to deal with.
he disgusts me the majority of the time.
i speculate that he may fear these ladies, if they do exist, as i suspect he may be homosexual.
i have no examination tomorrow as i have been fortunate enough to enjoy a second period spare.
i suppose i will spend the additional time reviewing family studies notes.
unfortunately, i have misplaced my disgrace of a binder.
this untouched textbook may be my companion for the following two days.
scott requested my presence this weekend at bluemountain for a bit of snowboarding.
i am deciding on whether or not i will flee to the hills for a day.
my snowboarding skills are nearly non-existent and i am a hazard to others.
i have only been snowboarding twice in my life and both times were terrible.
i have no control, no balance, and no stamina.
i also look quite ridiculous in winter boarding wear.
i must devise an efficient plan for study for the following semester.
i have a real time management and procrastination issue.
i have attempted to resist the temptation of nothingness over the year;
however, this has proven to be of no use.
others will encourage me to study, to complete assignments, to stray away from "evil circles",
yet in the end, i will continue to do what i do.
it is not that i do not desire change. i do.
i do not love the fact that my life may be spiralling downwards.
unfortunately, even this desire is not motivation enough to change.
i cannot explain what prevents me from beginning anything.
it is no longer a simple form of procrastination and teen laziness.
i cannot even perform simple tasks which require little to no effort.
if i continue down this path of procrastination, i will eventually create my own doom.
the feeling of impending doom - what a frightful feeling.
i recall aj using the words "impending doom" to describe "the end of suburbia".
it sends a chill down my spine.
perrotta has proposed another musical event to be hosted by yours truly.
unfortunately, our rockstock committee was highly disorganized.
she has already made the assumption that i will join her on this journey.
unfortunately, i believe i will decline her "offer".
if there is to be another event, i will be hosting it alongside deca.
lee, however, believes that deca showdown should no longer be a priority.
he feels that the aftermath of rockstock will be a repeat occurrence.
i would like one more opportunity to perform in a school event.
is this desire worth the troubles and aggravation of an immature committee?
perhaps i can recruit a more efficient and optimistic team.
unfortunately, if i do, perrotta will become extremely insulted.
from there, she will take it upon herself to frustrate me to the point of tears.
it is unfortunate that i cannot simply organize the event with an efficient partner.
i believe a teacher advisor is necessary to run the event.
there are no teachers who are willing to make the sacrifice.
the teachers who do choose to take on the obligation do not fulfill their tasks.
they choose to bear no responsibility and have a tendency to become immature.
i will concern myself with these thoughts beginning february.
examinations will be over then.