I feel so far from where I've been --- So I go, and I will not be back here again
[mood| 
sore]
[music| white houses - vanessa carlton]
So today. Started off okay. Woke up on time and caught my bus etc. in assembly we had that stupid "lock down" where the bell rang twice. Each time very loudly and for a long time. ><. But was funny coz as they were telling us we were safe inside the gym and this is what procedure to follow some guy walked in through the guys toilet. Rofl. Very secure…
Anyway, got to English and speeches. Wasn’t feeling too well coz I generally hate speeches. Went through a couple and then me. And I fainted. *sigh* 15 months. Ggrrr. Im pissy at myself coz I was so sure I could hold it off and finish my speech. So I didn’t sit down which probably would have been smarter. And now I don’t know if I have to do the whole thing again coz I was slurring really badly and couldn’t really read my notes and don’t know if I missed stuff. *shrug* I got through 4 mins. thanks lindy and lisa for sitting with me. and a bunch of other ppl that came at recess
Sitting in society now, doing pip. Which is freaking me out coz im so screwed for that and yet im writing this…procrastination sucks. And my head hurts from the freaking bump I got when I landed on the corner of a table. I look like an alien with something protruding from my forehead.
Going backwards now. Weekend was really nothing special. Had tution, dance and then “studied” the rest of the weekend. Went out for a little, drove to my aunts house and played with my cousins dog, Lola which was fun.
Friday was geo excursion which was actually pretty good. Was really cold and windy in the city but was bearable. Had to wake up really early >< to get to jessies house by 7.50. Met up with rosemary and caught a train from eastwood station to central and then changed to catch one to circular quay. Slept a bit sitting on the stairs coz I was so tired. Got to circular quay 30 mins early (the train before ours was late so we managed to catch that). Bought 2 hashbrowns from maccas (and saw david sitting there) and walked to starbucks so I could get a 'mocha frappacino' walked back to customs house (our meeting place) and bummed there waiting and saw a bunch of our class walk into maccas. So everyone (except nat who didn’t come) eventually showed up there and ppl bought food etc and ate (I bought another hashbrown for later). By this time it was 9.40 and we were meant to start the tour at 9.30 and filewood didn’t care. Which isn’t very good. But he walked over to customs house to try to find nat and the guide got a bit pissy (understandable since we were holding up 2 other schools too) and we left maccas to actually start working. There were 3 schools (us, Sydney tech and a group from nowra). Had a mini intro talk thing in a conference room and we had to answer questions on our worksheet, and then half way we found out our teachers had the same notes so most ppl stopped working. There was meant to be a powerpoint but it wasn’t working.
Left customs house to walk down to catch a ferry. But it wasn’t there yet so we filled out a bit more on the sheets till it came. Caught the ferry (jet cat) to darling harbour and ate lunch at the harbouside food court thing (had my last hashbrown and bought Gloria jeans.) Our class all sat together and jus general talking which was pretty fun. Filewood switched between our convo and the teachers convo (behind us). After lunch the groups split up coz nowra had to go home earlier and therefore work faster. Sydney tech joined us and we did some more of the worksheet before walking towards Pyrmont.
Did a bunch of fieldwork at different locations (town square, bulwarra street and jacksons point) as well as talking while walking so got a bunch of info that way. Ended at the Pyrmont community centre we watched a dvd and answered some more questions before finishing. Excursion was good coz we got to see the case study first hand so it was more than just reading notes and hopefully will be easier to remember. After it finished some of us waited for Davids dad to pick him up and then we walked back to the city. Although I begged people to come get waffles with me, we couldn’t actuall find waffles anywhere. *cry* Got to QVB and Mack, Beach and Filewood left and Adam, Joe, Jessie, Rosemary, Soph and I went to get food. I got a cup of chocolate from the chocolate fountain place. SOOOOOOOO nice! And cheaper than the easter show for a larger amount! And then we saw sugar fix! And they had pop tarts!!! =) so I bought a box =) and Jess and Rosemary bought some too. Ppl bpught/ate food and I ate my chocolate drink which was sooo filling. The guys left to catch their bus and we left to get a train. Bussed from eastwood to Macquarie shops and met mom there. Went shopping for shoes but im very disappointed coz boots a) look really shit on me and b) feel funny when im wearing them coz theyre really loose on my ankles and I feel like im going to fall.
Was feeling really tired (even with the amount of chocolate/coffee id had) so I decided not to go for dance. Went by lindys house to pick up Chicago and the 3rd fearless. (THANKS LINDY) and then spent the rest of the night reading the book.
ZOMG. Awesome book! But how does it end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And JJJJJAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *bawls*
Back to today now. We just had a Macquarie uni meeting thing at lunch which was a bit helpful. Im pretty sure im gna go to mac uni and do psych/education. It’s a bit scary knowing what I want coz im scared I wont like it or I wont get in. so even tho now I think I want it. I still keep second guessing myself. *sigh* Paul says he might do the same course =)
now im home after dance. my cousin (nish) just came over for a bit and shes gone. a bit of drama over "should i tell her, should i not" but thats a whole other story.
EDIT: i didnt tell her but her sister did, so she called and talked about it and told me not to get involved. i love my cousins. theyre awesome =)
going to do more on my pip. hopefully. think i might stay home on wed to do it.
EDIT: im staying home. but have to wake up early ><.
my head hurts.
sore]
[music| white houses - vanessa carlton]
So today. Started off okay. Woke up on time and caught my bus etc. in assembly we had that stupid "lock down" where the bell rang twice. Each time very loudly and for a long time. ><. But was funny coz as they were telling us we were safe inside the gym and this is what procedure to follow some guy walked in through the guys toilet. Rofl. Very secure…
Anyway, got to English and speeches. Wasn’t feeling too well coz I generally hate speeches. Went through a couple and then me. And I fainted. *sigh* 15 months. Ggrrr. Im pissy at myself coz I was so sure I could hold it off and finish my speech. So I didn’t sit down which probably would have been smarter. And now I don’t know if I have to do the whole thing again coz I was slurring really badly and couldn’t really read my notes and don’t know if I missed stuff. *shrug* I got through 4 mins. thanks lindy and lisa for sitting with me. and a bunch of other ppl that came at recess
Sitting in society now, doing pip. Which is freaking me out coz im so screwed for that and yet im writing this…procrastination sucks. And my head hurts from the freaking bump I got when I landed on the corner of a table. I look like an alien with something protruding from my forehead.
Going backwards now. Weekend was really nothing special. Had tution, dance and then “studied” the rest of the weekend. Went out for a little, drove to my aunts house and played with my cousins dog, Lola which was fun.
Friday was geo excursion which was actually pretty good. Was really cold and windy in the city but was bearable. Had to wake up really early >< to get to jessies house by 7.50. Met up with rosemary and caught a train from eastwood station to central and then changed to catch one to circular quay. Slept a bit sitting on the stairs coz I was so tired. Got to circular quay 30 mins early (the train before ours was late so we managed to catch that). Bought 2 hashbrowns from maccas (and saw david sitting there) and walked to starbucks so I could get a 'mocha frappacino' walked back to customs house (our meeting place) and bummed there waiting and saw a bunch of our class walk into maccas. So everyone (except nat who didn’t come) eventually showed up there and ppl bought food etc and ate (I bought another hashbrown for later). By this time it was 9.40 and we were meant to start the tour at 9.30 and filewood didn’t care. Which isn’t very good. But he walked over to customs house to try to find nat and the guide got a bit pissy (understandable since we were holding up 2 other schools too) and we left maccas to actually start working. There were 3 schools (us, Sydney tech and a group from nowra). Had a mini intro talk thing in a conference room and we had to answer questions on our worksheet, and then half way we found out our teachers had the same notes so most ppl stopped working. There was meant to be a powerpoint but it wasn’t working.
Left customs house to walk down to catch a ferry. But it wasn’t there yet so we filled out a bit more on the sheets till it came. Caught the ferry (jet cat) to darling harbour and ate lunch at the harbouside food court thing (had my last hashbrown and bought Gloria jeans.) Our class all sat together and jus general talking which was pretty fun. Filewood switched between our convo and the teachers convo (behind us). After lunch the groups split up coz nowra had to go home earlier and therefore work faster. Sydney tech joined us and we did some more of the worksheet before walking towards Pyrmont.
Did a bunch of fieldwork at different locations (town square, bulwarra street and jacksons point) as well as talking while walking so got a bunch of info that way. Ended at the Pyrmont community centre we watched a dvd and answered some more questions before finishing. Excursion was good coz we got to see the case study first hand so it was more than just reading notes and hopefully will be easier to remember. After it finished some of us waited for Davids dad to pick him up and then we walked back to the city. Although I begged people to come get waffles with me, we couldn’t actuall find waffles anywhere. *cry* Got to QVB and Mack, Beach and Filewood left and Adam, Joe, Jessie, Rosemary, Soph and I went to get food. I got a cup of chocolate from the chocolate fountain place. SOOOOOOOO nice! And cheaper than the easter show for a larger amount! And then we saw sugar fix! And they had pop tarts!!! =) so I bought a box =) and Jess and Rosemary bought some too. Ppl bpught/ate food and I ate my chocolate drink which was sooo filling. The guys left to catch their bus and we left to get a train. Bussed from eastwood to Macquarie shops and met mom there. Went shopping for shoes but im very disappointed coz boots a) look really shit on me and b) feel funny when im wearing them coz theyre really loose on my ankles and I feel like im going to fall.
Was feeling really tired (even with the amount of chocolate/coffee id had) so I decided not to go for dance. Went by lindys house to pick up Chicago and the 3rd fearless. (THANKS LINDY) and then spent the rest of the night reading the book.
ZOMG. Awesome book! But how does it end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And JJJJJAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *bawls*
Back to today now. We just had a Macquarie uni meeting thing at lunch which was a bit helpful. Im pretty sure im gna go to mac uni and do psych/education. It’s a bit scary knowing what I want coz im scared I wont like it or I wont get in. so even tho now I think I want it. I still keep second guessing myself. *sigh* Paul says he might do the same course =)
now im home after dance. my cousin (nish) just came over for a bit and shes gone. a bit of drama over "should i tell her, should i not" but thats a whole other story.
EDIT: i didnt tell her but her sister did, so she called and talked about it and told me not to get involved. i love my cousins. theyre awesome =)
going to do more on my pip. hopefully. think i might stay home on wed to do it.
EDIT: im staying home. but have to wake up early ><.
my head hurts.