Shadows and regrets --- let go from the rest
[mood| 
sad]
[music| fighting - yellowcard]
its been a year. i remember it was just after trish and i did our english presentation and i was feeling really good coz it went well. and we sat down. and van loon was talking and it was in his monotonous voice so i thought it was just something random on english and then i actually listened. it didnt feel real. stuff like that doesnt seem to happen to people so young. but it did. i feel hypocritical feeling sad about it because i didnt know her. even if i had the opportunity too, i didnt take it. regret and such. *shrug* just thinking.
sad]
[music| fighting - yellowcard]
its been a year. i remember it was just after trish and i did our english presentation and i was feeling really good coz it went well. and we sat down. and van loon was talking and it was in his monotonous voice so i thought it was just something random on english and then i actually listened. it didnt feel real. stuff like that doesnt seem to happen to people so young. but it did. i feel hypocritical feeling sad about it because i didnt know her. even if i had the opportunity too, i didnt take it. regret and such. *shrug* just thinking.