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MY INNER CHILD IS DYING
And it's making a to do list:
1. Watch Snow White for the first time, ever. Watch Sleeping Beauty because those 3 fairies were pretty neat and I haven't seen it in years.
2. Make crazy, ridiculously bad gifts for people for Christmas. Because seriously, I'd rather have a paper weight I knew it took somebody a day to make than a gift certificate. Very seriously.
3. So this isn't something for the to do list, but I thought it was funny: Yesterday I was out with Ray doing GPR work in East Providence to find pipes and stuff underground so the excavators don't hit them during test pits. We marked every pipe line with orange spray paint. I found a pipe just lying on the ground and painted that orange as well, marked it with a P. And then later wondered if anybody would notice if I bought and charged a pinata from Stop N Shop to the project.
4. I think maybe drinking turned me into an adult, because now I really only feel free and like myself when I do it. Crazy awful separation. Screw that.
5. This is less of a list now than... alright, back to the list!
6. Do something that takes a terrible amount of time... learn Gaelic, learn to play piano or guitar. Learn some g-damn patience.
7. Rollerblade around the Huge Home Depot parking lot across the way (until getting hit by a car).
8. Quit my job quit my job quit any job why do we work our lives away where does the passion go omg
9. Stop blaming this on my job.
10. CALL MY FRIENDS MORE OFTEN for God's sake. And parents. They'll help remind me that I had a childhood. Kind of. : )
11. Try to ignore the sound of people having loud sex in the hotel room above me. Continue to listen to the Walk to Remember soundtrack. Go Mandy go, cease and desist weird hotel people. Good Lord I can here them over my headphones. I hope they get pregnant.
12. Be something good for Halloween. Wear a sheet with eyes and a mouth cut out. Go, "Oooooh." There we go.
13. Write letters.
14. PLANT FLOWERS INDOORS. Yes. Find pictures of galaxies and diatoms for my walls. And maybe a huge poster of Gavin Rossdale or JTT. JTT was a total joke, Jonathan Brandis was way hotter.
15. Omg, I just google searched Jonathan Brandis to find that he killed himself 5 years ago. Inner child takes a serious hit.
16.
And it's making a to do list:
1. Watch Snow White for the first time, ever. Watch Sleeping Beauty because those 3 fairies were pretty neat and I haven't seen it in years.
2. Make crazy, ridiculously bad gifts for people for Christmas. Because seriously, I'd rather have a paper weight I knew it took somebody a day to make than a gift certificate. Very seriously.
3. So this isn't something for the to do list, but I thought it was funny: Yesterday I was out with Ray doing GPR work in East Providence to find pipes and stuff underground so the excavators don't hit them during test pits. We marked every pipe line with orange spray paint. I found a pipe just lying on the ground and painted that orange as well, marked it with a P. And then later wondered if anybody would notice if I bought and charged a pinata from Stop N Shop to the project.
4. I think maybe drinking turned me into an adult, because now I really only feel free and like myself when I do it. Crazy awful separation. Screw that.
5. This is less of a list now than... alright, back to the list!
6. Do something that takes a terrible amount of time... learn Gaelic, learn to play piano or guitar. Learn some g-damn patience.
7. Rollerblade around the Huge Home Depot parking lot across the way (until getting hit by a car).
8. Quit my job quit my job quit any job why do we work our lives away where does the passion go omg
9. Stop blaming this on my job.
10. CALL MY FRIENDS MORE OFTEN for God's sake. And parents. They'll help remind me that I had a childhood. Kind of. : )
11. Try to ignore the sound of people having loud sex in the hotel room above me. Continue to listen to the Walk to Remember soundtrack. Go Mandy go, cease and desist weird hotel people. Good Lord I can here them over my headphones. I hope they get pregnant.
12. Be something good for Halloween. Wear a sheet with eyes and a mouth cut out. Go, "Oooooh." There we go.
13. Write letters.
14. PLANT FLOWERS INDOORS. Yes. Find pictures of galaxies and diatoms for my walls. And maybe a huge poster of Gavin Rossdale or JTT. JTT was a total joke, Jonathan Brandis was way hotter.
15. Omg, I just google searched Jonathan Brandis to find that he killed himself 5 years ago. Inner child takes a serious hit.
16.