The Fall
Love is in the air.
It makes me sick.
Every year, somewhere around the previous month and this month and into the next, everyone I know becomes happily in love with someone or another. It never fails. I learned a long time ago that I shouldn't be bitter because I'll never experience that kind of love. I'm bitter because every year when this happens, I become the forgotten one. The left out one. The one who's single in a sea of couples. The one who just won't be remember soon enough.
But I hide behind a smile & understanding eyes, because I know what the end results will be. The love will start to falter. Those who once were always my side will come back looking for guidance and security. They'll ask for my words and wisdom about what they should do.
And when I speak...everything I say is everything they've ever wanted to hear. It's like an endless love ballad. I'll make them feel good inside. I'll make them feel strong inside themself. I'm the one that gives them power, and they love me for it.
And it's about that time that they realize that to give is to be strong. So they give more & more everyday. So what if it's all to me. I don't mind if you're not looking.
I don't mind if you're in love.
With me. Haha.
But you're so busy feeling, you never wonder why things are going to well?
You want to know why?
...
It makes me sick.
Every year, somewhere around the previous month and this month and into the next, everyone I know becomes happily in love with someone or another. It never fails. I learned a long time ago that I shouldn't be bitter because I'll never experience that kind of love. I'm bitter because every year when this happens, I become the forgotten one. The left out one. The one who's single in a sea of couples. The one who just won't be remember soon enough.
But I hide behind a smile & understanding eyes, because I know what the end results will be. The love will start to falter. Those who once were always my side will come back looking for guidance and security. They'll ask for my words and wisdom about what they should do.
And when I speak...everything I say is everything they've ever wanted to hear. It's like an endless love ballad. I'll make them feel good inside. I'll make them feel strong inside themself. I'm the one that gives them power, and they love me for it.
And it's about that time that they realize that to give is to be strong. So they give more & more everyday. So what if it's all to me. I don't mind if you're not looking.
I don't mind if you're in love.
With me. Haha.
But you're so busy feeling, you never wonder why things are going to well?
You want to know why?
...