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My name's Lynsey
I live in Wythenshawe which is in Manchester I live 2 mins away from Manchester airport I've lived in the same house all my life. I currently live with my parents, 2 sisters and my niece. I was born with a congenital heart defect which is a very rare condition which means I need to be in hospital hense some of the im in hospital posts. I'm the only person not to have fallots corrected. Whenever I speak to people they've always had it corrected but when I was born there wasnt any oporations to correct it.
I can't work because of this so I'm forever on the internet posting dumb journal entries on lj, but it keeps me amused for a while so I guess it doesnt rly matter how long I'm on here does it?
I did go to college but was told by my cardiologist that I can't go back due to it being really stressful, it's really boreing not having a job to go to or not going to college and it can become really depressing.
School life was hard. I went through primary school ok but I changed high schools twice and each time I never made friends who I could call my friends. I wasnt in enough for that, and my spelling and grammer is bad because I was hardly in school.
I've never really had any propper friends out of school, my best friend Sarah has just started talking to me again after we drifted appart when we left school. It feels like the old days though because she comes round and we have a natter, which is good and at the moment it's the only thing I enjoy about my life, that and coming on here.
I don't go out atall! I have a wheelchair for when I do which is on very rare occaisions, I'm currently waiting for a mobility scooter, as my mother can't push me round in my wheelchair any longer, I'm a hefty girl, the size of Dawn French, maybe bigger. I blame that on the lack of exorsize though cos I don't eat much so I know it's not that making me fat.
personality wise I think I'm rather self centerd, I don't know if others see that in me but it's what I think of my personality, I find it hard to understand some things like when people tell sarcastic jokes, sometimes I think they're being serious and can get rather frustraited with them and then I seem like a dick for shouting at them. I've got no confidence. I rarely talk on msn because I never know what to say to people, I considder my online friends as my friends, even though tbh they probably would hate me if they knew me.
I can be really annoying at times and I obsess with things that seem so stupid to other people, like my obsession with Matt Bellamy,Muse,James Mcavoy, Dr Who,Ashes to Ashes and Torchwood
Linz
xxx