A lot going on
Alright, so theirs probably too much going on right now for me to just dwell on anything in particular. I should probably be getting stressed out right about now, but I'm handeling all this pretty well i think.
First of all, we're getting a puppy tommarow. I know i have given my full endorsment to bethany on this idea and i do want a little doggy around so i can know what all these dog people are talking about. but i just cant help myself from thinking that there is a lot involved with this idea, more than bethany is thinking. We are never home. A dog is diffrent from a cat in that they are just not as independant. I'm never gonna get my time on campus anymore, because i will have to go home to take care of the little doggy. I wont be going to my brothers nearly as much because i will be at home more. going home require money for gas and i dont ever have any money anymore. i dont know these things just worry me, but everytime something is about to change, i fear it. and usually it turns out to be great. I should trust bethany because she is usually right about these things.
also, im gonna go to houghton this weekend and im afraid this will somehow piss off bethany because she cant come. Im not sure i should feel this way, because i need to do these type of things once in a while. she did tell me, however, that i will not be able to attend saturday nights game here in marquette because its not fair to her. and she probably wont like that im typing this. I should probably delete these last few lines...but im not going to.
I feel that fifty dollars in my pocket is dire straits. I feel that this will in no way last untill payday, or at least untill monday when i will be able to donate plasma again. But i know that it should. If I spend wisely. But thats the thing, i really dont want to spend it wisely. It makes me wonder if im an alcoholic...cuz all i want to do is go drinkin'.
my neighbor, from upstairs, the weird one, Alan Sandler, is in this swing dance class that meets here in the UC on thursdays...hes swing dancing with what appears to be high schoolers...i still wonder what the hell he does for a living...
I have the weekend off and im really excited about it. But fuck i still seem to be worried about a lot. But im cool about it, i think.
I have this desire, and it seems rather atainable, to get into really good shape. This basketball stuff that im doing is really inspireing me to rethink some of my habits...mostly bad ones. Eating habits are #1, and i hate to admit it but also the smoking habit. It hurts to run. I still feel that i can increase my running ability and still smoke because i just enjoy smoking and i dont want to give it up ::cough cough:: that was pretty funny actually.
i found an amazing song while at biolife but i failed to find a copy worty of burning, due to poor quality. It was really frustrating. Im not going to mention the song. i like it though, a lot.
Oh and GO TIGERS!!!
ok ok thats all...
First of all, we're getting a puppy tommarow. I know i have given my full endorsment to bethany on this idea and i do want a little doggy around so i can know what all these dog people are talking about. but i just cant help myself from thinking that there is a lot involved with this idea, more than bethany is thinking. We are never home. A dog is diffrent from a cat in that they are just not as independant. I'm never gonna get my time on campus anymore, because i will have to go home to take care of the little doggy. I wont be going to my brothers nearly as much because i will be at home more. going home require money for gas and i dont ever have any money anymore. i dont know these things just worry me, but everytime something is about to change, i fear it. and usually it turns out to be great. I should trust bethany because she is usually right about these things.
also, im gonna go to houghton this weekend and im afraid this will somehow piss off bethany because she cant come. Im not sure i should feel this way, because i need to do these type of things once in a while. she did tell me, however, that i will not be able to attend saturday nights game here in marquette because its not fair to her. and she probably wont like that im typing this. I should probably delete these last few lines...but im not going to.
I feel that fifty dollars in my pocket is dire straits. I feel that this will in no way last untill payday, or at least untill monday when i will be able to donate plasma again. But i know that it should. If I spend wisely. But thats the thing, i really dont want to spend it wisely. It makes me wonder if im an alcoholic...cuz all i want to do is go drinkin'.
my neighbor, from upstairs, the weird one, Alan Sandler, is in this swing dance class that meets here in the UC on thursdays...hes swing dancing with what appears to be high schoolers...i still wonder what the hell he does for a living...
I have the weekend off and im really excited about it. But fuck i still seem to be worried about a lot. But im cool about it, i think.
I have this desire, and it seems rather atainable, to get into really good shape. This basketball stuff that im doing is really inspireing me to rethink some of my habits...mostly bad ones. Eating habits are #1, and i hate to admit it but also the smoking habit. It hurts to run. I still feel that i can increase my running ability and still smoke because i just enjoy smoking and i dont want to give it up ::cough cough:: that was pretty funny actually.
i found an amazing song while at biolife but i failed to find a copy worty of burning, due to poor quality. It was really frustrating. Im not going to mention the song. i like it though, a lot.
Oh and GO TIGERS!!!
ok ok thats all...