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I can't stand how i take everything to heart. even the most minor of things seem to set me off on some kind of stupid tangent of self-loathing. I get paaranoid. and overall... I just get fucking stupid. Even the most minor of things make me hate the world. The general public being jerks? Brings me down and somtimes just ruins my day. I fuck up in a game? Boy, I'll never let myself live it down. I get called out on my own stupidity. Again.
It feels like something has taken hold of me and just keeps smashing my face into the ground.
Maybe I've just spent too much time "in". I don't know .
The one person I can never seem to forgive is myself.
It feels like something has taken hold of me and just keeps smashing my face into the ground.
Maybe I've just spent too much time "in". I don't know .
The one person I can never seem to forgive is myself.