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My vacation is proving to be a let down. I was expecting some days where I would be alone, which is fine, since I figured I'd get to focus on some writing. I've done more than expected, but less than anticipated, if that makes sense. I typed out scenes for a new script, that have sat in my notebook for some time, and I did a brief outline. I also typed in the new ending and beginning for the hitman script, but the climax needs ALOT of work. But I am way too down at the moment to focus.
I was expecting a few friends to stop by and keep me company for a day or two. But everyone is busy, so I've been let down numerous times. And just to clarify, I am not mad nor do I blame these people. Sometimes you just can't get away from your busy lives. But I'm still bummed. Between this and the massive disapointment of my birthday has gotten me pretty low. I'm pretty much tired of being let down by everyone around me, and I don't know why this has been going on lately. Plus, my future therapists are a bit retarded. They called me, and have yet to return my phone calls. Couple that with the numerous reschedulings for the first intake appointment, and they're track record doesn't look so good. I haven't even met my therapist yet! Not good to do to someone who suffers anxiety.
I'll be back to Boston soon. Back with my cats, and back to civilization. One good thing about this trip has proven how much I want to be back in Boston.
I was expecting a few friends to stop by and keep me company for a day or two. But everyone is busy, so I've been let down numerous times. And just to clarify, I am not mad nor do I blame these people. Sometimes you just can't get away from your busy lives. But I'm still bummed. Between this and the massive disapointment of my birthday has gotten me pretty low. I'm pretty much tired of being let down by everyone around me, and I don't know why this has been going on lately. Plus, my future therapists are a bit retarded. They called me, and have yet to return my phone calls. Couple that with the numerous reschedulings for the first intake appointment, and they're track record doesn't look so good. I haven't even met my therapist yet! Not good to do to someone who suffers anxiety.
I'll be back to Boston soon. Back with my cats, and back to civilization. One good thing about this trip has proven how much I want to be back in Boston.