You finally find that you and i collide...
okay so i fuckin love my job. i really do. its so awesome, and im so happy there. you guys! i finally got a grown-up job. the people there are awesome, the hours are good, the pay is good, the patients are so nice and i'm so busy with patients and doing their charts and filing and scheduling and whatnot that time just breezes by me. i just got out a few minutes ago actually. end of the week theres a nice handful of people...not too busy. monday is gonna be killer. i pulled out all the charts for monday and theres so many. but thats alright. oh! and a perk of the job is that i can use the vivatek and IST and get massaged and shit for free. i used the vivatek today since there was a huge lull and i was in heaven. my lower back has been bothering me anyways and that just made my day. i get wednesdays off and if i ever wanted to come in that day and work a few hours to get extra money i could. i think i might do that if i dont have plans that day. extra money never hurt anyone, huh?
wednesday was my day off and i hung out with kase and bunny. kase came over beforehand and then from there we met bunny at fridays. i had such a good time, just relaxing and chatting with my best friends and eating awesome food. thats what im talking about. it felt so Sex and the City-ish lol. like i said before, i have amazing, talented friends. i couldnt have asked for better people to have in my life.
i talked to david thursday night after work and we're trying to make plans to hang out and go to the movies to see Crash. it looks so effin good. hes already seen it of course and thought it rocked, and he said he would definitely see it again, and thinks i will appreciate it very much. its david and i trust his judgement. when it comes to movies, me and him are pretty much the same. so it looks like we both have this coming wednesday off so i might go up there in the morning and come back home in the evening. or maybe i'll drive up to elizabeth tuesday night after work, spend the night and come back around 5 or 6. kasey leaves thursday so i would want to chill with her wednesday night if possible and say goodbye. =( its so sad, im gonna miss her so much, but this is an opportunity she has to take and i would throttle her if she didnt.
i still have to register for school. i wonder if i can just fill out a freshman application for john jay. i mean, do you think they'd really dig around to see if i went to another school? and if so, why would it matter? im just lazy and dont feel like going to school in the summer to apply to john jay. bleh. i have to reactivate actually lol. im probably gonna go with 2 classes in the second 5 week session because i believe you have to pay up front right? and i wont have the money probably, expecially if the first session starts on the 23rd. whatever, no biggie.
me and adj went to target yesterday and we saw kristen and mrs s which was a nice surprise. we were shopping for my mother: late mothers day present. i didnt have money at the time so we got a blank card to write some sentimental stuff in, a box of milk duds because she absolutely loves them, and this thing called the Tree of Life that she liked: its a tree with all these picture frames hanging from the branches. and then me and adj got distracted and looked at all the bar stools and picture frames and movies and stuff, commenting on how we wanted certain things in our apartments when we get them down the road. i was so tempted to buy some dvds (you know me) cuz they were only 5.50 but i said i'd buy em next time. i DID however buy benny and joon the other day. i got halfway through it. johnny depp is so weird in the movie but adorable weird. of course lol. we got another movie shelf and put all of our vhs and the dvds that wouldnt fit on the dvd rack on it. we have 144 movies. im so proud. and it'll keep growing too...there will always be movies that i want to buy. sucks for my fam the day i decide to move out: all those movies are mine...except for like 5. hahahahaha. MINE
random, hurried, LONG ASS entry.
i will leave you with Jimmy Eat World lyrics:
"The World You Love"
i got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.
our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.
i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home
the open road is still miles away
ain't nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once
but windows open and close
that's just how it goes
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
i'm in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
to rest my head
and everything gets clear
well i'm a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it
it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
you should see the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesn't seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i won't give in now
not for any amount
.im out.
xoxo
wednesday was my day off and i hung out with kase and bunny. kase came over beforehand and then from there we met bunny at fridays. i had such a good time, just relaxing and chatting with my best friends and eating awesome food. thats what im talking about. it felt so Sex and the City-ish lol. like i said before, i have amazing, talented friends. i couldnt have asked for better people to have in my life.
i talked to david thursday night after work and we're trying to make plans to hang out and go to the movies to see Crash. it looks so effin good. hes already seen it of course and thought it rocked, and he said he would definitely see it again, and thinks i will appreciate it very much. its david and i trust his judgement. when it comes to movies, me and him are pretty much the same. so it looks like we both have this coming wednesday off so i might go up there in the morning and come back home in the evening. or maybe i'll drive up to elizabeth tuesday night after work, spend the night and come back around 5 or 6. kasey leaves thursday so i would want to chill with her wednesday night if possible and say goodbye. =( its so sad, im gonna miss her so much, but this is an opportunity she has to take and i would throttle her if she didnt.
i still have to register for school. i wonder if i can just fill out a freshman application for john jay. i mean, do you think they'd really dig around to see if i went to another school? and if so, why would it matter? im just lazy and dont feel like going to school in the summer to apply to john jay. bleh. i have to reactivate actually lol. im probably gonna go with 2 classes in the second 5 week session because i believe you have to pay up front right? and i wont have the money probably, expecially if the first session starts on the 23rd. whatever, no biggie.
me and adj went to target yesterday and we saw kristen and mrs s which was a nice surprise. we were shopping for my mother: late mothers day present. i didnt have money at the time so we got a blank card to write some sentimental stuff in, a box of milk duds because she absolutely loves them, and this thing called the Tree of Life that she liked: its a tree with all these picture frames hanging from the branches. and then me and adj got distracted and looked at all the bar stools and picture frames and movies and stuff, commenting on how we wanted certain things in our apartments when we get them down the road. i was so tempted to buy some dvds (you know me) cuz they were only 5.50 but i said i'd buy em next time. i DID however buy benny and joon the other day. i got halfway through it. johnny depp is so weird in the movie but adorable weird. of course lol. we got another movie shelf and put all of our vhs and the dvds that wouldnt fit on the dvd rack on it. we have 144 movies. im so proud. and it'll keep growing too...there will always be movies that i want to buy. sucks for my fam the day i decide to move out: all those movies are mine...except for like 5. hahahahaha. MINE
random, hurried, LONG ASS entry.
i will leave you with Jimmy Eat World lyrics:
"The World You Love"
i got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.
our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.
i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home
the open road is still miles away
ain't nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once
but windows open and close
that's just how it goes
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
i'm in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
to rest my head
and everything gets clear
well i'm a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it
it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
you should see the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesn't seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i won't give in now
not for any amount
.im out.
xoxo