- * - must be doing something right - * -
Okay so i have to be up in a few hours to start getting ready for a full day of class and work.. But I can't sleep at all..
I've realized a lot tonight.. I'm a completly different person than who I was at the end of July, or the first of August..
right now you probally couldn't pay me to act like I did then..
It's amazing what really changes you too..
I think I've had one good night out since the first of August and all I did was talk to him, and obsess over him for the rest of the night.. i like nights like that..
The really funny thing is that August was only a month ago and yet it feels like a year..
I know I'm a pathedic loser.. but for once I'm truly happy.. I finally have people who I know cares..
=) I'm sorry for the update.. Maybe it'll help me sleep getting that out.. I doubt it cause I didn't say what I wanted to.. but I can't ;) It's all hush hush
I've realized a lot tonight.. I'm a completly different person than who I was at the end of July, or the first of August..
right now you probally couldn't pay me to act like I did then..
It's amazing what really changes you too..
I think I've had one good night out since the first of August and all I did was talk to him, and obsess over him for the rest of the night.. i like nights like that..
The really funny thing is that August was only a month ago and yet it feels like a year..
I know I'm a pathedic loser.. but for once I'm truly happy.. I finally have people who I know cares..
=) I'm sorry for the update.. Maybe it'll help me sleep getting that out.. I doubt it cause I didn't say what I wanted to.. but I can't ;) It's all hush hush