Jul 14, 2004 19:21
Why?
That's what I want to know.
Why you?
I don't think I'll ever know.
I think they're right.
Me and you were never meant to be.
And we never will be.
I'm so confused and crushed.
Crush.
Ha, I laugh.
It's all just a joke isn't it.
If I open my eyes will this dream world finally fade.
Into nothingness I hope.
This is torture.
Why me?
Why NOT me?
It'll never be the same.
I don't ever want to hear your name.
Ever.
It's just too much pain to bear.
You don't see it or know it.
My life is slowing crumbling in.
And it's all around you.
Unfortunately.
What is fortune?
Who the hell knows.
Life is shit.
Yeah well what can you do.
Nothing I guess.
Nothing.
Absofuckinglutely
NOTHING.
That's what I am.
To you atleast.
Not to everybody
I don't think.
But I really don't care right now.
I only care for one thing at the present moment.
And it's not myself.
I'm so fucking messed up right now I don't know what I'm going to do. It's just way too much to deal with at one time.