Jun 13, 2009 18:04
I want to know what happened. I want to know why.
I don't understand.
My exboyfriend is a dumbass.
I cannot be in a romantic relationship with someone that smokes weed.
I can't do it. I lost my best friend because of it.
And I also lost almost every friend I had, later, because of weed, again.
I can't be with someone who smokes.
And he lied once about it and he promised that he wouldn't again.
And I made clear that if he did it would be the end of us.
But he did. And was honest about it.
That's not really something when you know it's going to be the end of your relationship.
My heart is a little bit broken. But I'm more pissed that he'd betray my trust like that than hurt though.
Last night we had an amazing night. We went and saw the sunset and had dinner with a friend, went to livingstons and saw EVERYONE.
He brought me home at 1230 and then at 330 this morning I get the text, "I need to talk to you asap"
And I called and called and called. And finally he told me.
What happened in that time?
He knew what would happen, so why would he do it.
I hate him.
He always called me his "dream girl". Why would he throw me away for that then?
I knew it was ending anyhow.
I think he did this to make me brake up with him so he wouldn't have to.
I hate him. And I hope his weed can keep him warm at night.
Thats all. I'm done. He and I are over, for good this time.