AAAAHHHHH... Freak out
My head is spinning. I have so much motivation to do really well in college now, because I cannot fail out and be a waitress for the rest of my life. I have been going nonstop since Thursday and I'm about to explode. EXPLODE! And this stupid new computer wasnt working, but now I think it is... I love my parents sometimes for helping me out. I freaked out yesterday I was so stressed and couldnt print my last FINAL highschool assignment, but my mom was there for me, and helped me figure things out. Sometimes I just need a break from life, and I'm not at that point right now. Just two more days of work, then off to Utah. But I've been busy like no other with school, homework, and work EVERY DAY since Thursday and until Saturday. My head needs a break.... I need a break from people and talking and emotions. I cant even be happy that I am done highschool, DOOOOONEEEE. Yesterday was my last day, and I never have to go to one of those classes again! But typing that I'm not even that excited, I'm too tired to be happy. And it's mixed with the sadness that I'm not going to be around here for a month starting Sunday. I do need a break from this life, but I will miss some people who I have really started appreciating. I just want everything to work out and be easier. HAH. haha. I saw Ryan today, yay! I miss our nights. We have to do another sleepover when I get back! I also saw my cousin Kelly, weird. She wants to join the FBI, go Kelly, I never thought she was the type, but then again, I hardly ever see her. Chris liked my poem that I showed him... I have to remember to bring my guitar tomorrow so I can play a song for him. Then he'll show me his cartwheel! Need to go to bed or something.