(no subject)
i came home sick today. Meh. So i watched will and grace. Becca and sara aren't on our ski bus :( Tear tear. My piano teacher died tuesday. See the first time someone told me she died...but in actuality she was dying....and so now she died and I wrote her a letter and i never got to mail it yet and it was really sweet..about how i loved learning from her and all this stuff...and i am not going to the funeral because i breakdown at funerals. And a few weeks ago when she called and said she was sick and that she couldn't teach me anymore i was like oh it's fine feel better, like nothing was wrong...but it was because i was starting to cry...so she thinks that i don't care, and that the last 7 years were nothing. I always wonder who would come to my funeral or if people would chicken out like i do. Today was not a good day. I wish i could take stuff back or actually...do something back....like mailing the letter...you never know when people are going to die and all the sweet quotes about like, cherish every day like it's your last or like always tell people you love them because you never know when you'll lose them, i guess those really are true. meh. my sister is a mustard plug. Math and phyiscs quizzes tomorrow....ahhh nervioso