up:against:the:wall
happy birthday, dear andrew. happy birthday to you.
i didn't get to see him today at all. /w\ but i will tomorrow during mary and andrew time from approximately 2pm-5:30pm eastern pacific time. wait. how does that make sense? aren't we on the atlantic or am i just stupid? .. twice.
saw nick and dave last night. not together. well, technically but separate. okay, same store, separate..beings. yes. i'm hanging out with dave after work saturday and friday is the game with tiffany. all are invited. monday andrew said he's going to have the "little" party i'm forcing him to have. as is matt.
rode the bus home. didn't cry. we're improving.
i tore off my thumb nails to be ... _____ what's that word. the one that means you have opposable (sp?) thumbs. because i didn't before. i like it. my dora ring is beautiful and the tan line on my middle finger where my ring used to be is not.
they finished painting my room and i guess it will get put back together sunday seeing as how i'm all booked up, etc.
apparantly we got the term 'hooker' from the civil war. you learn something every day. there were about 60 whore houses surrounding the white house then. "men won't fight without beer and women."
i have that dream song in my head. remember them? the four hott girls? red-head singer?...
that was her, this is me. we're different as can be. she and i are nothing alike. you're confusing day with night. that was then, this is now. you wanna trust me but you don't know how. i'm never gonna mess around, let you down, can't you see? that was her, and baby, this is me.
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