worst dream.
so it was kind of an allegorical dream last night, similar to (i believe?) a dream i had around christmas...or maybe it was based on a movie i watched, but i replaced all the main characters with people i'm close to. it was TOO weird.. i was in new jersey, i was at babylon train station, i was at my gramma's house trying to take pictures of my family. anyway..
so basically, i had to choose between corey and mark.
in the old dream i had months ago, i chose corey.
in this dream, it took a long damn time to tell him, but after feeding me nutella by a fountain and then making out with me for it (haha weirdddd), i chose mark.
but then the dream took a dark spin and he told me that though he was glad i didn't choose "the stupid one," that he was dying.
i woke up before any hospital scenes.
UGH THE WORST.
so i guess some romance updates:
joey/corey's and my good friend, amanda, had a chat a few days ago. she asked me if there was french lovin, and i answered, more like american...but we know where my heart still lies.
amanda responded, aww corey. well to be honest, you guys ALWAYS get back together, so just wait for the obvious to happen
:)
and also,
strange turn of events.
so i've been into steven here..and he's all, i'm not looking for anything in talloires blah blah blah.
meanwhile, his roommate, sean.
ok, so he IS cute and we flirted a lot in the beginning, but i just wanted to stay friends--mostly because josette liked/likes him.
then he invites me over his house to eat some cheese (?).
and that night, alcohol-induced i admit, we almost make out.
idk what's going on..
hmmmmm..
anyway.
home in 12 days..russia in 8.. this program has FLOWN by.
so basically, i had to choose between corey and mark.
in the old dream i had months ago, i chose corey.
in this dream, it took a long damn time to tell him, but after feeding me nutella by a fountain and then making out with me for it (haha weirdddd), i chose mark.
but then the dream took a dark spin and he told me that though he was glad i didn't choose "the stupid one," that he was dying.
i woke up before any hospital scenes.
UGH THE WORST.
so i guess some romance updates:
joey/corey's and my good friend, amanda, had a chat a few days ago. she asked me if there was french lovin, and i answered, more like american...but we know where my heart still lies.
amanda responded, aww corey. well to be honest, you guys ALWAYS get back together, so just wait for the obvious to happen
:)
and also,
strange turn of events.
so i've been into steven here..and he's all, i'm not looking for anything in talloires blah blah blah.
meanwhile, his roommate, sean.
ok, so he IS cute and we flirted a lot in the beginning, but i just wanted to stay friends--mostly because josette liked/likes him.
then he invites me over his house to eat some cheese (?).
and that night, alcohol-induced i admit, we almost make out.
idk what's going on..
hmmmmm..
anyway.
home in 12 days..russia in 8.. this program has FLOWN by.