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Nov 25, 2007 20:32

Just stopping in to make a real post ^^;

Today eveyone is going dancing! Even Seto is coming, which surprised me a bit but I wont say anything since its good. I'm so excited, and I picked a perfect outfit out. It's going to be fun to see the Mou hitori no boku dance. He seemed reluctent at first, but I'll show him how!

Now that I think about it, a few weeks ago I wouldn't of been able to say that. Not even that, less. If I look back, we were so close to losing him...

I was supposed to win a duel with the other me, so he could go back. I didn't realize it then but i was scared more then anything to be alone again. But I wouldn't, I have everyone else!...but Mou hitori no boku...er Atemu...is more then that. It feels weird for him to not be with me every moment anymore.

I still couldn't believe I lost, in a way I was so happy. I was relieved, he wouldn't leave us...but he couldn't rest in peace. and because I wasn't strong enough. That made me feel horrible.

But somehow, he had a body now because of him winning. I think he wanted that al ot, so maybe its not so bad. But I still feel bad.

Enough of those thoughts, I've got to go anyway, Mou hitori no boku is waiting for me so we better be off.
Ja mina,
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