Who: Akanishi Jin (
kakusanaide) and Kamenashi Kazuya (
sixteenxseconds)
Where: It starts at Kazuya's place. And then, you'll see.
When: 5:50PM
Why: Because the premiere of Transformer 2 is finally here.
Rating: PG-13? Idk. Can't predict the future, you know.
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What to wear, what to wear.. )
Retorts were running through his mind like wild bullet trains, each filled with every single sarcasm and curses his mind could ever come up with. His jaw was working, seemingly trying to swallow the words back in before they could be spit out. Rationality, his brain was arguing (he was surprised it's working during dinner), and he knew he should keep it as the elder of the two, but hell. If Kame was asking him such irrational questions, why wasn't he allowed to throw it out of the window too? There's so many things that he wanted to say in reply, but instead, the only thing that came out, was just a simple, "Yeah. You were."
Oh, hey. That didn't come out too bad. Except for the obvious usage and emphasis on the past tense. Good job, Jin. Jeez. At least, he didn't say anything too bad that could fuel the flame. The last thing he wanted - he was sure of it - was to regret his accidental words and have Kame hating him.
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"Did that stop at some point?" he asked, now looking up to meet Jin's eyes again. "Me being important? Because if I were important, the least you could've done was notify me of your leaving." He still didn't get it. "That you were too busy with cleaning just seems like a lame excuse." he finally admitted his thoughts instead of keeping quiet, the grip on his fork tightening a bit, feeling rather anxious. He wanted to be understandable, to be able to forget about all his doubts that he had in the past, and finally move on.
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Jin picked up his glass to drink, only to realize that it was already empty. A waiter who happened to be there, hurriedly came to refill his glass without him even asking. A nod of thanks, and he then proceeded to take the well needed sip of red wine. "The move was too abrupt and sudden. I had to settle many things." he begun, not really making eye contact as he pretended to focus on placing his wine glass down instead. "I didn't tell anyone. Only my best friend knew. And that's because he's stuck with me 24/7. It's only natural."
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"I see." he said after a while with a few, slow nods, letting out a deep sigh as he finally looked away from Jin, instead settling his gaze on the table. This was it, wasn't it? Now he really had answers to everything he wanted to know. Or at least, he thought so since his mind felt lighter than before.
Though, his heart still felt a bit heavy.
Picking up his glass, he stared at it for a bit, swirling it around in the glass as he did so. "You know," he began, his heartbeat quickened, and for a moment he wondered whether he should really say it out loud. It had been on his mind the whole time after Jin left back then but he could never tell him, never call him, never write him a letter even though he wanted to let the other hear his message. His small message that he wanted to voice out so badly to Jin years ago. Was it too late? "I really missed you." he finally said, his voice soft and small, and he took a long sip to hide his embarrassement.
There, his heart felt a lot less heavy now.
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Despite calming his demeanour, Jin wasn't sure how to act at those words. Sure, he was happy. Thrilled, in fact. But how was he supposed to say it right without actually conveying his true feelings? "Ah." He looked up at the other and just smiled a genuine smile. Jin felt like hitting himself for managing only a monosyllable word for an answer at such a dire time, but the genuine smile made it less terrible, he hoped.
[ooc: ...I have no idea where this is going. xDDD]
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[ooc: I... have no idea as well. XD My muse has mood swings like whoa. Shall we fastforward and end it at a certain comment? Like.. end it at comment nr. 102? See the connection? XD]
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For a moment, Jin just ate in silence, contemplating thoughts running through his mind.
[ooc: Rofl. Haha. I noticed. Yeah. Feel free to. xD Why 102? Totally don't see the connection. xDD Aside from 1+2=3 which is a nice number. Haha.]
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And that was how their dinner went for the evening. Sure, there were attempts for a conversation and sometimes they were succesful, but there was always a silence that followed. A bit awkward, Kame thought. Well, he guessed he should've expected it after such a conversation.
"Now I'm free off my debt, right?" he asked Jin, a small laughter behind his words.
He had just paid for the bill and now they were headed outside towards the jockey who had the keys to Jin's car.
[ooc:Uhm, is this okay? xD LOL. XD You have to think deeper than that~ It's the number of the Akame episode, yo. xD]
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The moment he stepped out of the restaurant, Jin took a deep breath, glad that he's finally out into the fresh air. The awkward conversations had somehow turned the whole pleasant restaurant into a place too stuffy for his comfort. Though the food had been anything but something to complain for. As if out of habit, Jin reached for his blazer breast pocket and took out a packet of cigarettes, pulling one out and placed it in between his lips with much ease. At tense times, there's no better cure than a dose of nicotine. It's his choice of dessert most of the times. Lighting the cig with an expensive lighter, Jin took a long drag out of it, savouring the bitter taste on his lips.
"So..." he begun, taking another drag of smoke. "Where to next? Anywhere you want to go?"
[ooc: Haha. THAT's so...hard. xDD My mind works puzzles differently. xDD]
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"At this hour?" he took a quick glance at his watch and read, half past ten. The first place that came to his mind was a club but just as quick as that thought came to his mind he pushed it away. It was probably not a good idea to do today, with Jin. "I don't really mind. Did you want to do something?" he asked, eyeing the cigarette between the other's lips as he took a drag out of it. "Uh, would you mind giving me one? I forgot my package at home."
[ooc: You just fail. 8D And dude. Are your hours still screwed up? It's freakin' late/early over there when you replied. xDD]
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[ooc: haha. I have a flight to catch in the morning. Though, yeah. I think my hours are still screwed. And man, why are you imitating my speech, yo? XDD]
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At the offer he nodded, taking one last, long drag before crushing the cig on the ashtray. "I'm in. Just no dangerous stunts." he said, giving Jin a single fake serious glance before getting in the passenger seat.
[ooc: A flight? Cool. Going on a vacation? :D And that's because... it's actually my speech but you stole it before I even used it. xDD]
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Walking up towards his car, he took a second to scan, making sure there's no scratch (he could claim insurance if there's any), and then glanced at Kame, smirking. "I can't promise you that, though. Driving is a skill." He slipped into his seat and moved to put on the seat belt. Since his car was the kind that could be ignited without the key, he didn't have to restart anything, instead, just get comfy and he was more than ready to hit the pedal. "You can chicken out if you're scared." A smirk. Challenging.
[ooc: Sorta. xD Hah. Copycat. Admit it, ahjumma. >D]
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[ooc: Psh. You're just a thief. >O]
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At first, he contemplated the plan of hitting a club, but after the previous event that occured the last time they both did, he wasn't sure anymore if that's the right idea. As pleasant as it had been. The drive hadn't been long, they went on a speedway and there wasn't really any dangerous stunts since Jin didn't get to do much anyway. He took a long detour through the highway back to Kame's place, but of course, with some help from the gps computer sytem of his. If he didn't, they could've ended up getting lost until the next morning. Or worse, they might end up somewhere unknown. Such was Jin's skill at getting lost. He parked the car outside of Kame's apartment building, glancing out from his window at the entrance of the lobby. "So..." he begun, but his words were left at that, not knowing what else to say.
[ooc: aisyh. Ahjumma, ahjumma. I'm a pirate, not a thief. :D]
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[ooc: What. Pirate? No way. You're not a pirate. D: Cuz.. that's mine. You can be.. a transformer. rofl. xDD]
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