☆ 87 I cant.... /cryy
One reason why I stopped studying nursing was because I cannot handle my emotions well when it comes to heart breaking circumstances. You get the picture.. In my 3 years of studying nursing, I experienced for the first time to see someone dying in front of me: chocking and breathing their last breath.. their relatives breaking down and crying out their name hodling them as if they do not want to let go. and unfortunately I didn't handle my emotions very well at all. I had to walk out of the scene. You see, nurses nor doctors should not shed a tear for them. Not in a bad way or anything. We ..err they can't show any sympathy instead they should show more empathy. That I couldn't show. I nearly broke down with the parents that time.
Now, I never expected this to happen again so soon. I am really praying right now my grandmother overcomes this. I mean she lived for 89 years already. Just last monday I met her and despite her weak body and voice she was still able to joke around with me.... then saturday afternoon came my uncle told me that my grandmother was rushed to the hospital on the same day early in the morning while I was in school. I don't know how to react.
Then today, I was able to visit her for the first time again and.... I wasnt able to hold back my tears that I had to step out of the room. She's on coma and in 50/50 already. The doctors already told my mom and aunts/uncle to prepare for the worst. My mom was crying, my aunts and uncles were crying. Everyone was crying.... except for my younger brother who seemed calm and collected and able to keep himself togeteher .Although they wanted so much to stay with her in the hospital they can't since all of them said they would end up crying and some of them might end up getting a heart pains etc.
I wanted ti stay in the room but I just can't I end up crying again. hngghhh
LOLAAAA HANG IN THERE WE WILL ALL GO TO TAGAYTAY AND DRINK PLENTY OF COKES JUST LIKE YOU WANTED TO. lskdjfsd
Now, I never expected this to happen again so soon. I am really praying right now my grandmother overcomes this. I mean she lived for 89 years already. Just last monday I met her and despite her weak body and voice she was still able to joke around with me.... then saturday afternoon came my uncle told me that my grandmother was rushed to the hospital on the same day early in the morning while I was in school. I don't know how to react.
Then today, I was able to visit her for the first time again and.... I wasnt able to hold back my tears that I had to step out of the room. She's on coma and in 50/50 already. The doctors already told my mom and aunts/uncle to prepare for the worst. My mom was crying, my aunts and uncles were crying. Everyone was crying.... except for my younger brother who seemed calm and collected and able to keep himself togeteher .Although they wanted so much to stay with her in the hospital they can't since all of them said they would end up crying and some of them might end up getting a heart pains etc.
I wanted ti stay in the room but I just can't I end up crying again. hngghhh
LOLAAAA HANG IN THERE WE WILL ALL GO TO TAGAYTAY AND DRINK PLENTY OF COKES JUST LIKE YOU WANTED TO. lskdjfsd