babbling!puu...
so, i have a bf. a bf. yes, that suprised me too. i don't think i fit for this kinda relationship and that's right. i don't feel the love i don't feel the comfort i don't feel anything. just a title, maybe. and i'm getting tired of this 'unhealthy' relationship. but what can i do. everytime i ask about breaking up he said he don't want and i don't have the heart to do that. he's just so very kind. i owe so much. it's not enough of a reason i know. even my friend said so. but really, he's so fucking nice to me.
and here i am, having thought of other man. i thought i already forget about him but i proved wrong. a single text message from him bring back that thing i wanna forget. just a single text makes me miss him so much. it's funny. it's really funny. i'm right here, writing in my journal saying how much i miss him and yet he probably talking on the phone with his girlfriend right now. did i tell you he's my best friend? no? yes. he's my best friend since middle school. wow long time ago. eight or nine years ago. wow. cool...
am i wrong? yes.
and here i am, having thought of other man. i thought i already forget about him but i proved wrong. a single text message from him bring back that thing i wanna forget. just a single text makes me miss him so much. it's funny. it's really funny. i'm right here, writing in my journal saying how much i miss him and yet he probably talking on the phone with his girlfriend right now. did i tell you he's my best friend? no? yes. he's my best friend since middle school. wow long time ago. eight or nine years ago. wow. cool...
am i wrong? yes.