Random Thoughts
Aaarrrgggghhh... I just don't like my day at work today... (>___<;) Too much pressure and my boss seemed underestimate me... WtH...!?!?! Not to mention one of my co-worker was kinda bitchy today... Hoooooaaaaaaaaaa... sometimes I just too tired working there... But, if I don't work there, what would I do...?!? Married....?!?!? Hahahahahahaha~~~~ haven't get proposed yet!!!
Since yesterday and last night, I was so down and in very bad mood...and this morning I still felt so down and sad... *sigh* Too much thinking... Too much pressures... Too much worries... Too much expecting... Too much disappointments... Too much and too much... Lot of "too much" on everything... Even up 'til now I'm still hoping too much... aaaarrrggggghhhh...?*&!%#!*%$!? It's really hard to accept everything that not going as much I expected... Even though I know, I can't push my way to others... I should learn to be more patient and more understand also put my ego aside ... It's not easy and I'm trying hard... I want this work out... but, I also need him to make it work...
All I need tonight is some peace in mind... I wanna relax and enjoy my night... Two days and two nights of stress and pressure are enough for me... I don't need another stress... *exhale*