Jan 31, 2005 16:27
I wish I could make people happy but there is no way to make people happy when I live so far away. I want to move back to Minneapolis but I know I would not be able to handle all the drama that I would(and already have) caused. I don't try to cause drama or problems. I want to just finally come to my senses and just tell everyone that I am sorry for being a total jerk/ass. And I especially feel bad for hurting or angering the ones that I truly care about. I never intentionally try to hurt people it just happens, I really wish that I could take a lot of things back. Andrew, I'm sorry for being a jerk and always playing victim, you have every right in the world not to like me. Dan, when I talk to you I always tell you what's on my mind. About 80% of the things I tell you are the truth, and about 75% of the time, the things I have to say are just mean. Whittney, I love you so much and thanks for showing me that it is alright to be yourself. I don't know who else reads this but if there are more, I am sorry for ever hurting you, I know that I probably have. that's all I have to say right now. Talk to you later.