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Before I start getting things out I'd like to say I really love life.
I do, even if it has people in it trying to get people not to like me and talking shit about me. I did mess up in the past and I'll never deny I was a complete bitch (and i still can be when you get me pissed off] but with one situation I realized this and tryed and changed a lot and gave it my all. Now, I don't think even now I'd talk shit about this person yeah, he messed up too, no ones perfect but what a waste of time it is to talk shit about someone and try to get someone else to dis like them. I think its unfair to the person I mean you're telling someone who doesn't know them at all, all the bad stuff about them when they have never met this person and now they have a negative opinion on a person who isn't half bad. People can be low seriously low. I was kind of upset when I found out people go out of there way to try and make people not like me but if someone isnt going to like me because of things they hear about the past then they need to grow up a little. I'm not like I was before, my bestfriends say it and they're the only people who matter in life. They've been there for me since I was 6 and they'll always be there for me and I love them for that. Even the one who didn't know me since I was 6 still would kill for me. They aren't just saying I'm nicer now or that I've changed in a good way because they're my bestfriends they wouldnt hesitate to say I can be a COMPLETE bitch sometimes either. Once again, I KNOW I screwed up in the past and everyone has but I've done everything I can to try to make it better with the people I've hurt/been mean to and I've fixed just about everything I can. I've done the best I can.
Anyways he said "...one guy youre going to let his opinion dictate how u feel?". I shouldn't but I did for a minute, I let it bother me even though I know I did everything I can to settle things and have things "okay" between us. So you can't get everyone to like you, oh well. Like he said I can't forget about the people in life who do like me for me.
Enough about that.
Jacks Mannequin is innnnn 10 DAYS!
I can't waittttttttttttttttttttt. :D
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