Jun 30, 2004 13:14
whats on the beat box:how hard vs candykid:
Well ive been so bored all week. I hgave no friends here :( it really sucks. My girlfriend is the only thing i have going for me that makes me happy. I havent heard from her to much i know its only wednesday and we just started goin out this last weekend. It just makes me worried we havent talked like that much at all cause this is how i lost people in the past. Well no one is the same and I know she is a good person. Its just going to make me so much more happy when i see her. She is really great yay. I hope this weekend is magical. The last few 4th of july weekends have sucked because of drama and stupied people using me and cheating on me grr i hate mean people. Laura is nothing like any of my gf in the past, she is really smart, has a job, and a car and she is *TRUE*. I really can't wait till this weekend 1 nation is going to be so much fun ahhhh yay me my gf and techno yay that makes my world go round. I mean music is a huge part of my life and having someone care about me is another big part. It is really nice outside i should do something. I hate laundry and i have that to doso that sux. i got my paycheck early today so i have money. hmm what to do? somemone come steal me away. I'M SO LONELY AHHH damb this town sucks hmm maybe i could go to six flags nah not by myself swimming nah not by myself grr see i need someone to do something with i could eat some pils woo hooo hmm NOPE *bored* *bored* *bored* yup fuck fuck fuckedy fuck haha im going to take a shower that is always refreshing. maybe i will take a cruise in the hoopty truck oh yea i can go car shopping yay! im going to do that. i need to be happy ahh yea think happy thoughts HAAAPPPYYYYY IM SUCh a dork shower time and some food.