Jun 22, 2005 02:07
I feel a lot calmer now that exams are over. I hope that everyone has a good summer; I'm not sure if I'll write in here or not.
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Now that all the stress of school is over for the summer, or at least, until I start doing summer homework, everyone seems to be feeling a little better, and so I feel better too. Well, I feel a lot better, whatever it would be called. I'm worried about Dad, but not as much. I get to see him, and I'm a little nervous to, but he wrote me again and seems more normal. Maybe he was just in a weird mood when he wrote the letter or something, or he just was - I don't know. Still, I feel a lot better, like a weight's been lifted. But I'm not sure what the weight was.
Air just seems fresher, or something. I'm going to miss everyone, but this year was long and I'm looking forward to going home and sleeping in my own bed, and talking to James and Dad, and having Nicky over, and - just everything that I do during the summer, when I don't have to worry about all of my housemates and everything like that. I know I don't have to worry about them, as in have have to, but I can't help it; I just do.
I'm still a little nervous about going home, though. It's going to be so different.
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- Megan