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Aug 17, 2004 18:58

ahh today i am haveing such a fucking horrible day! dont feel like tlaking a bout it right now, but today just sucked way too bad. I hate varsity soccer, i wanna quit and never have to deal with agin in my life.

I have cool claasses (besides soccer) I have cool people in them and cool teachers (besides soccer)ahh and I'm off to the worse start this year, I promised myself i wouldn't I triewd so hard to keep up with things, and no matter how much i try or tell myself I can do it, It's just physically impossible for me to.. it's so sad. I feel like cyring right now. And my head aches allllll over.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY!!! want to start a band or be in one, I want to sing and play my guitar., or keyboard. I've been wanting to since the eighth grade, and like no one else can play another instrument besides guitar. If any of you out there play any other instrument, and want to start something, and i'm sooo serious. You should IM me and we should talk and we can figure things out. I WILL be in a band I WILL. Somehow, i hope. PLease help me out.

I'll beat the wayside show on Friday as will everyone else in El Paso, as you all may know it's Thommy's last soma show. How sad Like I know I barely met him like last week and saw them fir the first time last week I'll still be horribly sad, because i just get like that. So please dont think i'm weird for balling! The secrets out about FLW like everyone knows about it now. some people just cant keep secrets.. grrrrr you guys shall be punished. So i will unite with these live journalists on that date, so everyone say hi to me and vice versa. I need to take a picture with evryone I see from this place and post it on here, I still need to post pictures from last show I went to at Blade N' skate. hmmm

I needto getmy tuning key fixed soon, becasu e i need my guitar for school tomorrow, I dont know how that will be possible, I ordered some from georgia and they have not yet arrived, and I'm soo tired of waiting.

Andrea!! I hope everything has gottten much better for you these past days. I have been trying to help you out as much as possible with this whole dileemma i hope I did. I saw you and Andywlaking outside! Yay! It looke like you gutys have come to peace. At least I hhope so, also with the other guys, i dont know why they are acting like they are but, you're off to a great start. I hope things start to get better for you.

Well my birthday is in on Thursday and it's just like another day and it's nothing special at all. I used to be so excited, now I'm like blah. Eh, oh well whateva. Hey well I be gone. I'm REALLY serious about starting a band some please IM me. ( I sense someone laughing at me for doing this) haha but eh I want to start one. I have to pursue my dreams! Yeyuh whaateva
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