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have you ever looked at your life and thought that everything that has happened didn't really happen? Kind of like your in the movie vanilla sky and your dead, and everything thats going on is just a big dream.
Well i have far to often, i do it when i've done things that im ashamed of, i do it when i don't feel worthy of having Gods grace. Why must i continuously do things over and over that put me in that state of mind, why must i continue to fail my God? to fail my loved ones?
human nature sucks! and i hate my sin so much that when i think about what i've done in my life, i get sick, and i even start to sin then because my anger comes out.
God help me realize that i have to deal with my disgusting self, that i have to except that i am nothing without you, before i , well before you can make it better. Help me to really know that you forgive me and love me no matter how repulsive my actions are, but also help me realize that if i am truely with you , if i truly love you ,that i will have a desire to change that sinful nature, that even though i will never be perfect and i can never fully change, i will still have the desire that i can, and that i never become content with where i am as a christian.
thank you LORD for hearing my pray, i love you and i worship you, wade
Well i have far to often, i do it when i've done things that im ashamed of, i do it when i don't feel worthy of having Gods grace. Why must i continuously do things over and over that put me in that state of mind, why must i continue to fail my God? to fail my loved ones?
human nature sucks! and i hate my sin so much that when i think about what i've done in my life, i get sick, and i even start to sin then because my anger comes out.
God help me realize that i have to deal with my disgusting self, that i have to except that i am nothing without you, before i , well before you can make it better. Help me to really know that you forgive me and love me no matter how repulsive my actions are, but also help me realize that if i am truely with you , if i truly love you ,that i will have a desire to change that sinful nature, that even though i will never be perfect and i can never fully change, i will still have the desire that i can, and that i never become content with where i am as a christian.
thank you LORD for hearing my pray, i love you and i worship you, wade