what more does a guy need than a dog and a guitar?
hmm...so yesterday was interesting.....a not good type of interesting....katy called me last night and we talked...she talking to other guys no because shes "pushing me away" and had some attraction to them....i knew it would happen....anyways..i didnt get to finish yesterdays entry...i went to school and saw the teachers and jessie...(mistake?) and a few other faces that i would have rather not seen....but others that i did...i know what ive been missing...and im not the one to say that its all bad....i like being on my own....but then....i miss people being there with me...i have katy in a strange sort of way that wont work out...im sure of it...so she will be gone....and ill be left with a dog and a guitar...but then...when all else comes and fades...what else do you need?....someone to sit with at night....to sleep with...to hold....or even someone to talk to who will answer back with anything but a bark....dustin and howard....two very poor choices...yeah they were fun to be around....but...they are the type who are just kinda there....if you need someone and they have to go out of their way for you...its out of the question....so im not about to get myself back into the situation....but where to you start looking for quality people? its just another one of those questions that linger on in the middle of the night...i had some pretty bad dreams last night...woke up in a cold sweat...thirsty as hell...so i got something to drink and....well...dont remember what they were about....mystery......