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so much is not good right now....havnt talked to jess at all...beginning to take a hint...havnt decided if i want to call her or not...i might.. i dunno yet...katy...is going to get kicked out of her house because she skipped school...my dad and step mother kris... fucking assholes... thats all there is to say...they seem to put there nose ...when i say they i mean kris and she brings my dad into it...because shes got him bent of her knee... puts her nose where it NEVER belongs..and thats in my life...i never gave permission to either of them for her to be in my life...i never wanted her there and if i did then id have said something...im so pissed off about all of this...i might be moving to Indiana with my mom...get outta here...skip town....get outta here...but i dont want to leave school...my mom is right about that...it will look bad to leave mid semester...i could still stay with jenny im sure...but i kinda backed out on here once before....so it kinda makes it more difficult....so i dunno what to do....i just dont want to be here...my mom said that me and katy are more than welcome to stay with her...but still....i dunno what to do...katys parents...her dad first off....thinks hes ...perfect and up on high....better than everyone else and that he has no faults....id be the one to point that out if it werent for katy...i dont know what to do...im supposed to sit there and listen to him insult me time and time again...and just nod my head and agree rather than what i would usually do....fight back...explain to him that hes got a hell of a lot more faults than i do...and my character is all that ive got....so..its not something he can take away...when in all actuallity...i think i have a reasonable character...i try to do anything that i can to do preserve that and not be just like everyone else..uncaring, immoral, selfish, etc etc etc....but yet hes going to tell me that i have none of that? i think not...but yet thats what im supposed to do...thats how im supposed to leave it...so as of right now...im lost on what to do...stay or go? end it between us to make things better for her....she really does love me...i know that now for sure...i just...dont know what i can do...any suggestions?