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hmmm i guess nobody reads this thing anymore, so i guess i can actually use it as a journal
well im disappointed because my mom wont let me go to alabama to play in the jazz band at jacksonville state university because its mothers day weekend...which is a stupid reason
yasmin and i will be taking the sat in june, that is, if i can get the money together
yasmin is becoming a very good friend of mine...like shes always been my friend, but this year i guess weve gotten a lot closer, thats good
i miss mia, its unbearable...like i did such a horrible job as a boyfriend with her before, and i feel i have to make up for it, because she deserves so much...jesus i adore her, so so so much...but i feel like i dont deserve her, like shes just too excellent for me...because she is excellent beyond explanation
i dunno man, i dont mean to sound emo, i really am having a good time, living that is
well im disappointed because my mom wont let me go to alabama to play in the jazz band at jacksonville state university because its mothers day weekend...which is a stupid reason
yasmin and i will be taking the sat in june, that is, if i can get the money together
yasmin is becoming a very good friend of mine...like shes always been my friend, but this year i guess weve gotten a lot closer, thats good
i miss mia, its unbearable...like i did such a horrible job as a boyfriend with her before, and i feel i have to make up for it, because she deserves so much...jesus i adore her, so so so much...but i feel like i dont deserve her, like shes just too excellent for me...because she is excellent beyond explanation
i dunno man, i dont mean to sound emo, i really am having a good time, living that is