two LJs in a row...kill me now!

Jan 24, 2005 15:03

alright bitches, here goes.

this is the first day in a long while where i actually learned something at school.

first hour: emphasized how infinitely amazing it is that i don't have to go back to barryland ever again.
second hour: learned that i complain way too much, and it's loud and annoying.
third hour: actually tried to do my work in approaching the arts.
* realized that class is a lot more difficult than i've been thinking it was.
lunch: treated someone like an asshole and realized that i spend almost all of my time worrying about how much other people suck and not enough time resolving the the many flaws that i have obtained.
fourth hour: realized name games suck, and the only one that can pull them off is cifaldi.
* learned that i judge people much too quickly, and that people can actually be decent once you sit down and try to get along with them.
* realized that i judge people because they are all too similar to the way i am.
fifth hour: realized i have a looooot of work to do for my presidential scholarship portfolio and need extra darkroom time.
* also realized you can never get enough of the people in that class.
sixth hour: this girl in my class is engaged. and she's a fucking junior. (her fiancee has size 20 feet. fuckkkk.)
* ms. gortney asked everyone who is "in love" to raise their hands.
half the fucking class raises their hands.
* i did not, but laughed out loud instead. then she asked everyone who hates to raise their hands.
fuck yes i raised my hand.
* mmm, that is correct, i am an angry bitch. but wtv.

in my honda: realized i am rude and selfish. not because i'm not in love and because other people are, but just becausei am an asshole.
tada.

mmmmhmmmm

i know, you care about mmm, this much, but this is my LJ and you can stop reading it.

so i guess i should probably contemplate on how to make things happen.

one of my teachers said that January 24 is deemed the most depressing day of the year. fuck that. i'm not depressed.my life doesn't suck. i'm just living it in all the wrong ways.

oh the irony of epiphanies.

at least i can look forward to going to my classes now.

lata playas.
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