this is unreal
RIP Robert Leeland Snead
he was such a wonderful person. he was so caring, and he strived for perfection. he had a beautiful soul, and always knew how to make me feel like i was worth something. i don't understand why God took him from us, we need him here. i can't even imagine what his family is going though, him and kateland were so close. i don't know what to do. i feel numb, i can't eat, i can't sleep, all i can think about is him laying on some bed in the hospital, hooked up to all sorts of cords. his body being there, but his mind and soul already left for heaven.
i could have done so much more. i could have talked to him more, i could have sent my letter back to him. i could have seen him last summer, but i didn't take advantage of it. and now he's gone...