He told me signs where real.
My thoughts where so loud I couldn't hear my mouth today. I found this cd under my bed, along with other things, mostly drawings given by friends. I was filled with anger yet overcome with a deep sorrow when I found the drawing intitled "With No Black Keys He Played." It was like a repeat of the past today. In the summer I walked alone to Barnes and Noble to meet some friends there. I kept hearing the song "the world at large" over and over, talking to myself asking for this person to like me. It was the same today, except I was meeting no one there and I didn't talk to myself. I went up to my little spot today, I hadn't been there in like a month. I forgot how pretty it looked when the sun went down. Nothing new has happened. Im getting bored though, this fucking "punishment" sucks. Tyler invtited me to hang out with him and Alice today, but I couldn't go. Oh well next time, hopefully. I dont' feel like going to school tomorrow, but what kid does? Except for a nerd ofcorse. Ahhh the fall is here, the winter is soon to come. I feel like coffee. Perhaps I'll get some tomorrow.