Here's A Toast To All Those Who Hear Me All Too Well [♥]
I inflict both physical and emotional pain on myself more than I'd like to admit to. I refuse to let anyone see the real me or get close enough for me to care about their well-being. I come off as a cold distant girl to save myself. I care only about me, because no one else will. I despise most people's view on musica, television, and other forms of media. I will NEVER buy into society's preconvieved idea on how the female gender should appear and behave. I hate humanity because of the PATHETIC games both genders play against each other. I hate people who treat sexual activity as something cheap and meaningless. Love ISN'T worth it, I promise. I wish I could find someone who mirrored my feelings and would just reassured me of everything. I cannot stand two-faced girls, even though I've been guilty of such act in the past. My whole life is one big impulse and I wouldn't have it any other way. I wish I could pick who meant what to me. I really can't handle the truth sometimes. I am a punk rock girl with metal tastes and nerd tendencies. I am horribly shy at the WORST possible times, which almost always causes me to miss out on something. I tend to voice my opinion, regardless of the consequences. I hate the sunlight, but I hate cold weather MORE. I am the most well-read 17 year old female you will EVER have the pleasure of coming across. I will care for you even after you betray me because I wouldn't be able to part with the AMAZING memories we share. If you openly disrespect me, I WILL make you suffer. If you make me cry, I swear I will break you down emotionally until you're counting down your last minutes drowning in the agony I've caused. It doesn't bother me in the slightest if you think I'm too VICIOUS to be human, humanity left me a long time ago along with any form of remorse or regret. I am my own person and that contaminates the masses. I am NOT sorry I am one of the select few who decided to break the mold. I laugh at stupidity, I cry at ignorance & rejoice at the sight of today's youth asking questions. I don't like boys or girls. I tink that sexual companionship is not ONLY a waste of time, but it is so hard to find someone who doesn't demean or use yu. I wish on stars all the time. No matter how bad I try to deny it, I want to find true-love. Large crowds scare me. I am constantly alone no matter the number of people around me.
Sometime's I can't fake it good enough to please.
Sometime's I can't fake it good enough to please.