last night
I dont think i've ever cried that muchn a long time.. last night i was bawling like a bitch...and why?, Over the love of my life.. and what she do shes throwing me away like a peice of trash like iwas never anything. She kept sayin she wasn't gonna cry, that shows something. She dosn't wanna admitt that im who she wants, all she wants for me is to hurt because hurt her.. and thats not love.. you dont wish that upon ppl you suposedly love. I love that girl and I want to be with her I dont know what else to do she just shes so stupid she says when we talk its not there. It's not there because she dosn't let it be she dosn't relax around me and all she does is stress thje past all the time.. God damn someone do something please? Please help me with her. If im nto with her i will end up destroying my self.. and most of u don't want that. I love you sara please dont do this .. if u read this.. god u.. i need you . I can't progress in anytyhing with out you . I know i fucked up in the past i know that but it is the past and im the future iwanna change for you and u can change me u just have to try....