It's been a week now
one full week of jon gone from my life. I guess i am doing better. but that is because he told me to give up any hope of being together. the finality of that statement is helping me as bleak as that sounds because i know not to fill my days with wonderful thoughts about us. i now have to fill my days with thoughts of me. i sort of don't know where to begin but i guess i can focus on small trips for this summer like camping and such. not sure if i can really afford to do any large trips because i really need to get dental work done.
the things i miss that i didn't even have for a long time with jon is the gentle touches and spooning at night. i imagine it will be a long time before i feel that again with somebody. but at least i get to have that excitement of being with a new person and the butterflies you get when falling in love sometime in the future.
the things i miss that i didn't even have for a long time with jon is the gentle touches and spooning at night. i imagine it will be a long time before i feel that again with somebody. but at least i get to have that excitement of being with a new person and the butterflies you get when falling in love sometime in the future.