History - Battle of the Past
I dont know why, but I think this is like the 3rd time this has happened to me. Guy gets close w/ me, hav some sort of mutual connection, professes he likes me then maybe a week later, in comes the ex in the picture, then poof! no more Catherine... I don't really get affected coz i hav my defense mechanisms 4 that... but then when it happens to u thrice, its kinda pitiful if u think abt it. Its like im just the type of gurl guys w/ love issues turn to, hav fun w/ my company then go crawling back to their exes when the exes realize they want them back...w/c i dont get ... Kaya nga ex eh! As in Past! Wat gives them the right to just waltz back in peoples lives ?!... Then its just 'thanks cat!' then act as if nothing happened... Dont get me wrong, im not trying to be pitiful or anything, im fine. Im just sharing my insights.
I could perharps make this a business nlng cguro... Somewhat like Sarah Jessica Parker in that movie Failure To Launch... Watdya Think? Pwde dba? I can call it Failure To Move On! And make money out of it pa! Haha
Anyway so much for chill and boy month. Now its back to reality... Back to student mode... Staying up for papers or studying for tests... Meetings here in there... Keyword: STRESS! Say goodbye to just chilling and having no classes due to storms or freecuts coz the teacher is sick or has to attend some convention. I think il take a break from boys as well. And take away unlimitxt narin, distraction rin eh hehe. focus on studies and org again. I got home today feeling all stressed out again, and i kinda liked the feeling, at least im not idle...but then my moms back to bitching again, so thats a bummer...oh well thats life.
July was a month filled w/ blessings... and i have the Lord to thank for that. But perharps they were too much to handle - the house, the petition, the boys, the longest time mom was not bitching at me... everthing was kinda going well
Now its a new month and its back to reality... stress from everything and mother bitching. Although going back to my old ways may tempt me to get back my vices... :-s
notice the title history...haha wala lang i just had a freakin long test for history eh. i really hate that subject. never liked it, never will.
I could perharps make this a business nlng cguro... Somewhat like Sarah Jessica Parker in that movie Failure To Launch... Watdya Think? Pwde dba? I can call it Failure To Move On! And make money out of it pa! Haha
Anyway so much for chill and boy month. Now its back to reality... Back to student mode... Staying up for papers or studying for tests... Meetings here in there... Keyword: STRESS! Say goodbye to just chilling and having no classes due to storms or freecuts coz the teacher is sick or has to attend some convention. I think il take a break from boys as well. And take away unlimitxt narin, distraction rin eh hehe. focus on studies and org again. I got home today feeling all stressed out again, and i kinda liked the feeling, at least im not idle...but then my moms back to bitching again, so thats a bummer...oh well thats life.
July was a month filled w/ blessings... and i have the Lord to thank for that. But perharps they were too much to handle - the house, the petition, the boys, the longest time mom was not bitching at me... everthing was kinda going well
Now its a new month and its back to reality... stress from everything and mother bitching. Although going back to my old ways may tempt me to get back my vices... :-s
notice the title history...haha wala lang i just had a freakin long test for history eh. i really hate that subject. never liked it, never will.